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♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008♥
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it's just me now.
i feel super uneasy right now.
some unknown anger is rising up in me.
oh man. i feel like beating up somebody.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
too many thoughts running through my mind.
i don't know how i should handle it.
sigh.
then i thought, maybe keeping things to myself wouldn't help.
then again, talking things out wouldn't help either!
): how contradicting, i know.
i'm about to burst with all these emotions.
by the way, jiawen is coming out real soon.
i'll have a good talk with him,
haha. though mostly will be crap.
anyway, i realize the word kiasu should be used on cheena ppl.
damn them.
i think they feel real high just squeezing ppl.
wtf. s'pore gvt should ban or control the no. of cheena coming into our dear hometown.
i need to stock up my flu medicine. i think i need their help again tonight.
A hundred days have made me older,
since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder,
and I don't think I can look at this the same.
But all the miles that separate,
disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight it's only you and me.
The miles just keep rollin',
as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated,
but I hope that it gets better as we go.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love.
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love.
( 3:57 AM )
♥ Monday, July 28, 2008♥
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ARGH!so bored! mum's nt very happy abt my late nights. ):
so this explains why i'm home now. )))):
hectic days.
ytd night was mahjong session with Sok, Des & Dixon.
Played under the orange light.
how romantic. hahah!
cos the normal light was burnt? (dixon said that)
okkk.
everything seemed fine enough now,
though i feel a lil strange.
something's weighing on my mind,
but i can't quite point out what is that.
funny eh.
maybe a little bit of here and there.
even if someone would to listen to my troubles,
i don't even know what's exactly wrong with me. D:
oh. i realized i've gt enough money to buy Nintendo DS!
but i think i'll only play with it for a month?
so, i'll think about it before wasting money.
lastly, i'm bored. ):
Labels: MAHJONG
( 11:51 PM )
♥ Sunday, July 27, 2008♥
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rounding is fun! :Dyesterday, went to Plaza Singapura with the girls, baba & co.
Wanted to watch movie but all full house. So went to have dinner at Cafe Cartel.
Then after dinner, went down to CantoRock. But no liquor for me. hahah. :D
Rounding time! Its the longest ride I've ever had. hahah.
Went to Yishun Dam, then Jolene's house for awhile.
Slacked at Serangoon's mac & went home.
nice view & my ride. (:
I MISS MY HAIR!!!!!! )))))))):
i dreamt that my fringe grew back. :/
Labels: cafe cartel, pub, rounding
( 7:06 PM )
♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008♥
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update before i go off to prepare my stuffs. (:yesterday, went to jolene's father shop to accompany her.
then wrote 3 letters at 1 go. LOL.
1 for jiawen, 1 for samsam, 1 for kays.
hahah.
then left at 7plus. meet Sok & went to baba house for mahjong session.
and in the end, lost 2bucks. LOL!
then met Sher at plaza. Slacked awhile & baba drove us to ShiJie's house.
Meet him downstairs and slacked.
& we keep saying him. Something funny happen also.
had quite a fun time joking ard lah. he kept saying we make use of him in exchange for our laughter.
Then nt long later, lulu came as well.
Went back to plaza to find yetlim, baba & co.
Slacked at kpt till morning.
& baba was mimicking someone. made us laugh like crazy.
i wonder what we're gonna do when we see that person in future.
hahahah!
alright. tonight going to watch movies & then maybe rounding? :D
gdbye!
( 6:13 PM )
♥ Friday, July 25, 2008♥
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ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!went to cut my hair, and i look like a retard, moron, idiot now.
hahahha,
i'm gg out with my hair pinned up from now on.
that idiot auntie obviously don't know how to cut hair.
& when i told her it's too short, why here like that blahblahblah,
she went & called her lady boss for help. =.="
anyway, after my haircut, yetlim & baba fetched me over to plaza.
meet up with sher & jolene.
then went Compass awhile. slacked at void deck and went back plaza.
Sok meet me & jolene after that.
anyways, shall turn in soon.
mj session soon~!
i wonder, if i'll miss you during your absence.
( 4:59 AM )
♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008♥
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just came back home nt long ago.i'm feeling tired alrdy. though i took a nap till 7 just now. :/
hahah. meet up with yetlim, sok, baba & co to slack at yetlim house there.
then was crapping until baba told us a ghostly encounter & freaked all of us out.
hahah. yetlim went home & he drove me home.
& the rest of them went macs.
shall go write letters now!
jiawen will be out next week!
在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑
你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像飘浮著 你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
能重来那就好了
At the Tokyo Tower, first time looking out
Looking at the lights, imitating the fallen star
Looking at the lights, imitating the fallen star
I’ve finally arrived but sadder than before
I‘ve achieved our dream by myself
You’ve always said, there is still lots of time, you can wait for me
In the past, I didn’t understand even if there’s tomorrow, doesn’t mean there’s a future
Missing you is the pain that breathes, it lives on every part of my body
Humming the song you loved hurts, looking at your letters hurts, even the silence hurts
Regret is the pain that breathes, it flows back and forth within my blood
Regretting not have cared enough hurts, hating not have understood you enough hurts,
Wanting to see you but can’t hurts the most
Didn’t see any sadness come across your face
That is such a lonely stubbornness
You’ve taken away the safety wall, and let me out on my own
Staying put, I’ve bundled myself up
Staying put, I’ve bundled myself up
You didn’t say, that you may become weak too, needed my support
I pretended that I didn’t know, moved freely, lived my own life
I promise I won’t lie any more, how tight I hold you means how much I love you
My smile is all fake now, my soul seems to be just floating, it’ll be okay if you are here
I promise I won’t let you wait, I’ll be with you for whatever you want to do
I’m more and more like a shell, afraid of being contacted by people, it’ll be okay if you are back
I promise I won’t let you wait, I’ll be with you for whatever you want to do
I’m more and more like a shell, afraid of being contacted by people, it’ll be okay if you are back
It’ll be okay if everything can just start over
my favourite new song.
Labels: lyrics
( 12:24 AM )
♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008♥
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where were you?
when i had to face everything alone.
just came back home. :D
went to meet sok & yetlim for dinner. Linny came after work.
then went up play House of the Dead and touch screen.
the top 10 all our names. LOL.
then planning to go home. but jonathan & youliang keep asking us go K Box.
Cause they opening liquor.
& we went in the end. But i left at 1plus.
The room is superrrrrrrrr big for only the few of us.
hahaha.
big big room!
Then on monday, met up with Sok and both of us went K Box.
There were so much food. LOL.
Sher & Val came. Then all of us planned to play House of the Dead tgth.
So cool! But Val called and said alex got some probs and all of us left. hahah.Then went for dinner with them plus yetlim, jolene, jia en, pw, baba & co.
Was super tired & went home early.
Fell asleep at 12plus and slept till 6plus in the evening.
Mum says i'm so scary. Cos I slept so many hours w/o getting up.
LOL.
sigh. i get hungry so easily now. hahah.
i'm off to watch my new dramas!
(& my hands are itching for mahjong. :/)
i brought it out!
and now, the long awaited photo. Me and Enaye, 2years ago.
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HAHAHAHAHAHHA!
hahhahah! :D just look at the difference in enaye's face!!!!!!! i hope enaye won't kill me when she sees this. LOL!
( 2:01 AM )
♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008♥
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i'm hungry! ))):there's so much things for me to finish (i hope by this week)
- get a haircut
- pack my room
- write letter to samsam
- write letter to kays
- clear my laptop of rubbish
- bake something
- find part time job
hahahah. anyways, shall update what we did ytd later on.
i'm gg out for dinner soon. i feel like shopping for tidbits. but i don't wanna get obese. hahaha.
i'll update more later.
( 7:24 PM )
♥ Monday, July 21, 2008♥
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this time, its not that i haven't sleep.woke up not long ago. ):
slept at 3plus in the morning & woke up at 5plus.
tossed ard in bed till 6plus & decided i can't get back to sleep.
wthhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ))):
i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
right now, i hope the clock would tick faster.
then i can wake sok up at 1pm. haaa. :/
( 6:54 AM )
♥ ♥
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Maybe my reasons are wrong
But I know that you believe me
just came back home not long ago.
ytd went meet up with my girls for dinner.
then slacked awhile at plaza before gg to baba's hse for mj session with
aldrin, weiliang, sokcheng.
hahah. weiliang was being cheated down.
cos aldrin wanted to play as well.
aldrin & i won. & he bought MiniToons that massage stick with the word '发'. he kept telling us he will win with that lucky stick. LOL!
hee. was super funny playing with baba they all.
cos he keep bullying sok.
& i think the 2 of them went crazy.
Sok asked me why she kept losing, & i replied her:
because you 情场得意, 赌场失意. And i 情场失意, 赌场得意.
hahahah!
went back in the morning after breakfast with sok at 401.
okay. time to stop late nights.
mum's nt happy & its not doing my body good. (though i love late nights) :D
then for just now, jolene woke me up at 6plus.
tsktsk. i wonder why some people can't seemed to keep their eyes to themselves.
then went out at 8plus to meet yetlim, jolene & baba for dinner.
pool & house of the dead.
home.
Charmaine called & asked me to 401 for supper.
but i didn't eat. haha.
okay. nothing much. i hope i'm on a winning streak! :D
finally got back my birthday present from jolene.
& jolene bought me this. i'm bring it out with me tmr. :D
i love my shirt. fat people. hahah!
my cute baby in a basket. :D
P.S: i found a photo of me & enaye. both us of changed so much. it was taken last year & i swear its SUPER UGLY! hahah! for a good laugh, tune in to next post. LOL.
Labels: baby, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAHJONG
( 12:46 AM )
♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008♥
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morning morning.just came back from mj session, like FINALLY!
i haven't touched mj for months.
hahahah!
went to Aldrin's house, Baba drove us there. & his house is so nice! got pool table some more.
LOL.
then it was weiliang & aldrin vs sok & felicia.
hahhah. & i'm the big winner! Weiliang won too!
for the 1st round, the 2 of them were being so entertaining.
LOL. kept talking nonsense & i kept laughing (& winning).
hahaha. then the 2nd round, they went quiet and i kept losing.
& they kept winning. hahhah.
But mood was abit spoiled after receiving a call.
idiots. i wonder what's her purpose for doing this.
its damn sickening & thick-skinned.
& before that(yesterday),
was over at Jolene's dad shop to accompany her.
Sher & Val was there also. Jiki came later on.
hahah. & i shouted something which offended her worker. :x
but i wasn't saying about him. LOL.
hope he didn't heard that. hahahah.
Jolene was upset over some matters.
cheer up! you're crying for him but he's enjoying with another girl.
just hope you'll get back on your feet soon.
be that cheerful and noisy jolene back! :D
Sok joined us at plaza.
& went Joe's Corner to slack.
Jw's parents brought his letter to us.
okay, it was so embarassing.
i almost cried while reading the part jw wrote to me.
and its really touching. didn't expect him to rmb those lil stuffs in the past but-
): just hope 2weeks will pass quickly.
Exams are finaly over & i'm having my 1 month holiday break.
shall find something to do to keep me occupied.
after this entry, i think i'm gg into a coma.
haven't been sleeping well these few days due to exam.
nights. ((:
Labels: MAHJONG
( 6:48 AM )
♥ Friday, July 18, 2008♥
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SHOPPING SPREEkills my feet & bank account.
hahahah!
Town-ing with Shirley today. & she woke me up when i needed sleep. hahah.
& so many irritating icidents happened today.
While waiting for train at dhoby ghaut, heard 2foreigners (you know which country, better don't say it here. Otherwise, ppl will assume its her we're talking about) yakking beside us.
Shirley: Will get irritated or not?
Me: Huh, okay lor.
Shirley: Irritated tell me hor, I stop you.
Me: hahah. okay.
Then while walking to Wisma, this woman (yes, its a foreigner) approached us from behind by pulling our arms.
Then Shirley elbowed her away. And when she spoke for the 2nd time in chinese, i just shook my head & walked away. hahhah!
Bought a new bag from m)phosis for school! & a sexy dress from F21 & some tops.
hahaha, i'm kidding abt the sexy part.
let's hope i'll have a chance to wear it! (maybe before i die or grow obese?)
might be gg to St. James next week with Fidel & Shirley.
but it's nt confirmed yet.
& another super funny thing.
Shir bought a top from BEBE, anf they gave her a Royal Sporting House plastic bag, cause they ran out of paper bag,
LOL. & she scolded the staff.
dinner at Cine. Then continue walking at Heeren. Then to Centrepoint (cause i still couldn't find my bag). after that, back to hg.
Meet up with my girls after that.
I'm having headache again. ):
my flu just recovered. :D
& my Basic Economics exam is tmr. ):
i've got a sickening feeling abt it.
& sok decided to change my acct password so i can stop betting.
she says since i'm winning, i shld stop.
i think next time when i start working,
she shld take my money too.
So i can't spend on useless stuffs. she's a good financial planner. hahah!
& i've got 1month holiday after tmr.
how irritating.
i need a job.
you'll be the reason for every smile.
Labels: shopping
( 1:28 AM )
♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008♥
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i'm afraid of changes.
somehow, everybody and everything ard me seems to be changing.
they feel so distant from me.
i'm changing for the worse too. i wonder why.
right now, i feel so useless.
i wanna be the girl i was 2years ago.
i wish life could be like the past, happy & simple.
learnt to tell myself its okay.
things will be much worse for us to handle as we grow older, isn't it?
right now, it would be a new beginning.
( 2:38 AM )
♥ Wednesday, July 16, 2008♥
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at plaza now.haven't slept a wink since yesterday 7pm until now.
met up with Sok in the morning for breakfast at Mac.
Then saw guanchai etc.
went to school for my media studies exam. ):
no hints from lecturer. but still manage to dig some clues from MCQ. ((:
shopping at mall after that. LOL.
Sok said i waste money. ):
Then we went to visit chiwawa.
he's nt very happy.
sorry, keep bringing him nothing but more bad news.
just hope he won't think so much & i'm looking forward to his next letter!
he said it's very touching. LOL. he's better make sure.
cause i threatened him if he dares to gossip abt me, i'll bring Sok out every wednesday night. (ladies night) LOL!
then went for early dinner at Jalan Besar with his parents.
sok & me stuffed ourselves silly with the food. omg.
i think my stomach expanded.
hahaha! his parents kept asking us to eateateat!
Watching my soccer scores now. (:
gg home soon. mum kept calling. think she's afraid i'll fall asleep on the street or something. :/
shall update another one when i'm home.
( 9:32 PM )
♥ Tuesday, July 15, 2008♥
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yadayadayadayada.GOOD MORNING!
like obviously, i haven't slept a wink.
So don't even think that i woke up early.
hahs.
got nothing to do & my flu medicine is nt taking any effect yet.
so i shall blog abt my boring life.
last night met up with Sok, sher, lene, val & alex.
Sher went home awhile later & i don't know where val & alex went.
hahaha.
anyways, i'm addicted to House of the Dead.
I wanna find the game & d/l it in my lappy.
i imagine the zombies to be my enemies & i feel super happy killing them.
hahahah! i'm sadistic.
Played photo hunt. (I'm addicted to that also)
then slacked at coffeeshop with dixon & baba.
Sok wasn't feeling very happy, though it was her b'day.
CHEER UP.
jiawen is gg to be out real soon.
& he'll be there to cheer us up. (:
Nowadays, I don't like to sleep.
i think i'm sick.
don't be suprised if you receive a call, asking you to attend my funeral.
(no techno please!) haaaaahaaaa!
this always happen to me when i don't sleep in the morning. (:
i wanna play mahjong, anybody? (:
remember to click on the nuffnang ad on your right before exiting! (:
i'll blog again when i wake up, cos i know i'll be veryvery bored.
( 6:42 AM )
♥ Monday, July 14, 2008♥
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, SOKCHENG. :D
yes. another 18years old. hahs.
super good girl ytd. stayed at home & studied.
fell asleep at 6plus this morning, woke up at 8.
i think the medication gives me serious mood swing.
then before i slept, i felt giddy, headache. & almost vomitted.
maybe i'm dying soon. (i hope)
something's so wrong with me these few days.
i need to go mental hospital for a check up.
i don't have enough sleep.
& guess what? i lost my way to sch today. lol.
cause i bus-ed there for the first time & i don't know where to alight.
& i studied for my exam, but my mind is blank when i saw the qns. ):
i'm off to get my nap.
meeting the girls tonight, i guess. (:
看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过 坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说 表情才不难过
我想要说 我想要说
如果没有了你 我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我 倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手 在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, lyrics
( 1:22 PM )
♥ Sunday, July 13, 2008♥
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short video clip and a picture of my two pretty girls.:D
ytd night was definitely fun.
cos i've gt new friend & my useless husband to entertain me. LOL.
& there were many matchmakers!
i'm one of the matchmakers! hahahhahahah!
pls help me to click on nuffnang ad on your right! :D
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 10:24 PM )
♥ ♥
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ytd night at fantasie with baba & co.Celebration for Sok's birthday & YetLim's belated one.
but didn't get drunk.
hahah.. the birthday song was super long.
& everybody's fighting over the mike.
after that, we slacked for super long time.
crapped alot.
then went home at 4plus 5?
went home, bathed and studied for test tmr.
went sleep at 9plus this morning. & just woke up at 6. ):
shall go studying for my exam now.
wish me luck tmr.
to my girls:
we'll still stand strong after all these obstacles.
& i know we'll never BETRAY others by sabotaging.
we're nt like ppl who wanna save their own skin by pushing her own friends to hell. ((:
found out who was the one who caused our friends to have probation etc.
betrayer.
eyeliner draw so thick, ppl also will recognise is you betray.
yeah. another 18years old! time to hit the clubs on wednesdays.
hahahaha!
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 6:45 PM )
♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008♥
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learnt alot of lessons these few days.
- buck teeth people with drug addict face/complexion looks exceptionally annoying when they try to be funny with you.
- Girlfriends (esp. those who are easy to get to bed) are always the guys' priority. FRIENDS? Stand one side first, okay?
- a new word: COWARD.
- Heels are nt for walking. They're for kicking people. (PS: don't try this if you've gt too short legs)
interesting lessons!
and i don't know why some girls can't seemed to draw their eyeliner properly! sorry, i forgot to tell you your eyeliner smudged like you got black eye! & i wonder what's the use of being so cute when your reputation is so ruined. Pity.
& i find this thing super funny. I wonder why some ppl can stare at others when they nv wear specs. LOL!!!!!!!!!! please plan your story before lying. hahahahahah!
hmm. can't seemed to get enough sleep these few days. & first exam is coming next monday. feeling so stressed.
yet, still got to go partying due to the many birthdays this month. ):
gg off to mug now. byebyebyebyebyebye.
( 4:32 PM )
♥ Thursday, July 10, 2008♥
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):feeling kind of stressed up now.
exams are next week & i've not finished revisiong my topics.
time to stay at home lo~
& poor enaye is bored stiff.
look at what she did to my tagobard and you'll know.
& i wasn't the one to realize the mess. LOL. she msn-ed me.
hahahah! time to take medication lo~!
BIG NEWS FOR YESTERDAY!
I SAW CHIA JIAWEN. (((:
hahah. his dad is super cool, he smuggled me in to see him.
omg. & not suprisingly, he's still as rash as ever.
& not suprisingly, he doesn't want sok/us to mix with another company.
are we to blame? nope.
then had lunch with jw's mum at a coffeeshop at tuas.
cos his dad need to attend a meeting there.
then we told his mum lots of stuffs!
LOL.
then his dad drove us to hougang.
bought 4D for my mum. hahahah!
so fun!
then waited for sher & yetlim to come down.
slacked with baba & c0 at joe's corner.
went home kind of early. (:
baby & my pictures! super ugly side of me. hahahahs.
PS: this is a real baby, not boyfriend, kelly.
HAHAHAH!
what's that? is that me?
hello hello!
stop kissing me lah! i want milk!
i'm down with serious flu! thanks to all these late nights! ):
( 5:31 PM )
♥ Wednesday, July 9, 2008♥
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good morning leh, dearies.
looking at the time, its impossible i woke up so early.
conclusion: i can't sleep.
i'm down with flu. ):
i wish someone would buy me sleeping pills & flu tablets.
cause i really got a hard time falling asleep.
some images and words keep running through my mind.
fcuk those unhappiness & lies.
tossed in bed for about 1hour plus. then took a look at my phone's msgs.
deleted over 1200msgs. hahs. my phone feels light now. (most msgs are from sent items. :x)
words are so easy to be said out.
why can't you stand by your words?
because of you, i find it so hard to trust anymore.
i've heard so much... too much, in fact.
i've heard so much... too much, in fact.
as your friend, i should have trust in you.
but everything you're doing, i just can't find an explanation for you.
this won't be the same anymore.
so i saw a 'blogger' coming by to look at my blog.
& then making comments in her blog.
though meaning isn't that clear as ours.
though meaning isn't that clear as ours.
oh no, definitely not some famous blogger like xiaxue, don't worry.
just a self-proclaimed blogger.
i just blog for the sake of remembering my life.
& i don't think you have the right to criticise
& a blog is where we write down all our happy moments, our unhappy moments, our angry moments, isn't it?
so kindly fcuk off if you don't like us mentioning your ugly moments.
thanks a hell lot.
anyway, met up with sok last night.
& was happily playing House of the Dead until val called.
tsktsk.
then went had dinner with baba, jonathon & co.
by the way, we were gossiping abt china pussy.
& nice baba drove us home again.
& when i have a sleepless night, i disturbed my sleeping lil cousin.
& she can't stand me. hahaha. think she looks like an angel when sleeping, but devil when she wakes up. =/
oh. i think i'm so gonna die later on.
accompanying sok to visit jiawen & i haven't slept a wink. ):
its raining cats & dogs now. i hope i'll fall asleep soon.
ps: baby just came over to my house & i played with him using my lappy's camera. LOL!
he looks so cute & funny. shall upload the photos tonight. & i look horrible in those pics. & its gg to be 8am! long post! & i'm turning in!
just a look,
& you know who's the true ones.
i'm praying you'll prove me wrong.
( 7:05 AM )
♥ Tuesday, July 8, 2008♥
☆
just reached home nt long ago,today was a memorable sweet 18 indeed.
thanks girls!
BIRTHDAY BASH.
but the target wasn't me.
those who touched me will have karma for bullying birthday girl!
hahahaha. :x
but overall, my girls have no serious injuries. (luckily)
oops.
anyway, i'm proud that my ancestors are from china, you should be too.
since you're like so directly linked to them. ((:
so before that, we're discussing abt 封神榜, a joke i heard from the guys long time ago.
LOL.
okay. shall be nice and stop putting our happiness on people's sorrow.
byebye.
( 4:11 AM )
♥ Monday, July 7, 2008♥
☆
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me.
suddenly, dun feel like turning 18 anymore.
got so much unseen resposbilities coming along with this age.
i wanna be a child again. ):
slept at 8am today?
spent the early hours of my birthday watching soccer.
& i guess God pitied me and let me win some money as a birthday present for me.
last night was bored.
lulu was the first to wish me happy birthday at 12am.
then he called me.
anyways, nice baba drove me and sok home,
though we failed to psycho him to take us for a tour.
hahs.
gg for dinner with my girls tonight.
我知道伤心不能改变什么,
那么让我诚实一点.
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄,
只有关上了门不必理谁.
一个人坐在空的包厢里面,
手机让它休息一夜.
那上千个切掉回忆的画面,
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐, 我对自己说.
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了.
生日快乐泪也融了,
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切,
还爱你的一点恨, 还要时间才能平衡.
热恋伤痕画面重生,
祝我生日快乐.
told myself i shouldn't cry on my birthday,
but after picking up lu's call, tears couldn't control themselves.
it made me feel everything is still unchanged,
though i'm lying to myself.
its time to move on. goodbye, love.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 4:18 PM )
♥ Sunday, July 6, 2008♥
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so bored. ytd night met val & alex at plaza first.
went check my soccer bets.
HAHAHAH!
then alex treated me to sushi, val bought me a DKNY perfume.
thanks, shortie. :D
then went down Boat Quay with my girls, plus alex, baba, youliang, zhenyong, eugene & so many ppl.
things were very confusing, cause unsure of which pub to go.
then settled for Bardot as val was alrdy there.
Was fun playing games with baba they all,
Was fun playing games with baba they all,
though they keep bullying us.
hahaha. & i almost puked after that 5seconds of drinking martell. eww.
And halfway, they brought in 2 cupcakes with a candle on it. LOL.
cos there's another birthday boy & our birthday falls on the same day.
hahaha.
after that, went to another pub where Jonathan & his friends were.
& tan sok cheng seriously can't drink,
she went home first! & she kept on insisting she can drink and she slapped my hand away for 'i don't know how many times'.
and now, i can't find her. so i don't know what to do at night.
anybody who finds her, shall be rewarded handsomely. ((:
Oh, then at the 2nd pub, the DJ there wished us happy birthday cos Eugene requested for it.
so nice of him! hahahah!
alright, the next dead drunk is jolene. tsktsk.
then she went home also.
so nice of him! hahahah!
alright, the next dead drunk is jolene. tsktsk.
then she went home also.
went home at ard 5plus.
can't really fall asleep. cos there's alot of phone calls in the morning.
alright. photos time. ((:
weewit!
these bruises accompanied me through my birthday. LOL.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 5:51 PM )
♥ Saturday, July 5, 2008♥
☆
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, FIDELIS TOH!
hahahah. that's for my old niece.
went down ave8's macs to give her a lil surprise.
& it's all planned by her boyfriend, leon. ((:
shall upload photos when i got it from Shirley.
& my birthday is coming in 2 days time.
suddenly, i don't really got the mood to celebrate.
hahs. ):
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 4:34 PM )
♥ Wednesday, July 2, 2008♥
☆
not really in a great mood right now.jw's dad drove us to his court today.
disappointment. he's got the worse sentence we didn't expect.
now, my birthday celebration is gonna be short of him. ):
sigh.
went plaza for brunch. i don't know why,
something's wrong with my body.
didn't feel well.
watched them play number ball,
got no place to go & went home.
nap.
met up with val & jolene.
that's all.
let's hope tmr will be a better day.
those were the days.
i really miss you lots.
i've never told anyone about this.
but it hurts so much to hear those rumors.
i hate pretending to be strong in front of you all.
but there's nothing i can do either.
( 11:56 PM )
♥ ♥
☆
alright.will be seeing chiwawa in a few more hours.
tried to sleep just now but can't fall asleep.
hahs.
so i was looking through some blogs.
& i saw some 18years olds writing like 'xiao lian'.
hahahahah.
just imaging me writing this whole post in 'ii dunnch', 'ii'm sho in lurve wib hym',
dun bother abt miie, iim just bored.
hahahahahahah!
oops. i just love to make fun of others.
maybe my tagboard will be filled with spammers after this entry. hahaha.
okay. i'm nt trying to say abt those 13-15 little girls.
but thought at the age 18, your english ought to improve even if you alrdy quit school. :D
okay, i did have a good laugh over what i wrote. :x
& please be witness at my tagboard.
val says celebrate my birthday at VIP room.
she standby US800 alrdy.
WOW. hahahah! (don't try sneaking away that night! hahahahah!)
hohohohohoho.
((: because i can't get to sleep in the night,
i tend to be hyper-active.
so i'm talking nonsense.
okayy, i've cheered myself up,
shall go watch my drama now. :D
ciaos!
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