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Sunday, September 30, 2007♥


just came back home not long ago.
this afternn, ciyun & steph came my house study. hahas. more like talking & watching tv instead.

then afternn went VIVO with my mum & aunt to have dinner. before that, mum bought honey lemon for me to drink. haha. wanted to buy prom dress but nothing is suitable. all too flowery, dressy, mature. bleah.

mum bought jellybeans & chocolates for me. hees. i wanna buy marie kitty stuffs!


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Friday, September 28, 2007♥


just came back from lunch with steph & her bf from compass. & later, i'm goin out to study.
nothing much the past few days. it ws Mooncake Festival on tuesday and a bunch of us went to Punggol park.
and wth, i met that kind of stuff again. but it's ok. hahs. i've deleted the photo. i think i'm down on my luck. keep seeing dirty things. bleah.


have been thinking alot again. i miss the times we have together, that's the price to pay for growing up, isn't it. i'd rather we be like the past, happy & carefree with no troubles.



& i have to say something to this someone. don't act like you know me alot, cos you don't. and you're just downright bad bad bad! i hate ppl like you! and don't talk to me with that you-know-everything tone. because you don't know anything at all & you're jumping to conclusions. & i'm not obliged to answer any of your questions.

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007♥

☆ GRADUATION CEREMONY

today was a special school day for us, graduating classes. aww, a year seemed to pass by so fast. we're finally sec 5 and then poof, everything's gone. hahahs. today's supposed to be a graduation ceremony for us. & we're seated in the hall while sec 1 & 2 watched us 'LIVE' from the gym. haha. like we're some big shot.

a period after recess today, we were assembled in the canteen & then went up classes by classes up to the hall, using the spiral staircase which was used by teachers only(not true, becos we used it lots of times already.) haha. & some were like so excited about climbing the stairs. we were then given a small butterfly on a green stalk & i love my blue butterfly lots. =D
then it's a bit embarassing, cause there were like not enough seats in the hall & hazel had to sit on the other side with 5B! HAHAHA. and she scrambled back, screaming & yelling & i wish i could stuff her mouth with whatever i could find. (: i know i'm bad la, but she's....*argh* no words describe her behavior. bleah.

then there was this talk by Mrs. Chan & out guest of honour. & i kept dozing off. it was so tiring to sit there la.. haha. & then the teachers sang IJ Spirit for us. haha, i've always loved this song since primary school days. We sang it on the last of our pr.6 lives. And then now, the end of sec 5 lives. haha. after everything, we were told that graduating classes would be off to reception with teachers(we knew that yesterday. =X) and we yelled for fun. haha. just to suan the lower sec for nt being able to join us. & mrs tan said, 'you all sound like you haven't been fed before.'

in the canteen, we ate so much food la. esp. chicken wings. hahah. and we went ard taking photos like madd. yay! photos time.


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Monday, September 24, 2007♥


mum applied something on my face & it made me feel like puking. hahs. i think she's using me as a white mouse.

nothing much in school today. i was piercing my ear in biology lesson & lydia, the sadistic, is so so so keen on pushing the earring into my ear cause there's another layer of skin. infection a few days ago and i didn't put on any earring. to think it almost closed on me today. anyways, i managed to push it in & i heard a 'pop' sound. HAHAH! and then i banged my hands on the table. aunlay thought i was crazy, & i think they pitied me afterwards cos my ear was bloody. HAHA! & i bet lydia is disappointed she can't be the one to make my ear bleed. =X
for the 2nd half of bio, i fell asleep & seriously didn't know when the teacher came in. good news is that she didn't wake me up. yaya. exams are round the corner, i shldn't be dozing off. hahas.

&&& i'm so disappointed lahh! i didn't manage to find the storybook that i wanted so much. The Forever Summer. :( the other book is already out & i wonder why this is not. :(

tmr's lantern festival. loads of friends & family members are gonna be at punggol park. i wonder if i shld go and play candles & burn lanterns. =/

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Saturday, September 22, 2007♥


so happy right now.
got new clothings. mum gave me money to buy some of the clothes. =D
vest with white shirt
button & collared shirt

hahas. i bought brown jeans too. and i got another t-shirt & black shirt.

i wonder when i get to wear all these clothes. probably after 'o' levels. & im glad future bf was there to carry my bags. lol!

i also bought a new storybook. The Kept Woman. I think it's all those typical taiwan dramas sort of novel. fake engagement & then u really fall in love sort of things. (:

studying with aunlay, ciyun & lydia just now. was kind of fun. (: but i don't think we did much stuff. haha. i wanna go out studyy tmr! nobody to accompany me, i guess. *.*

it's really really time to hit my books.



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Thursday, September 20, 2007♥


i'm sickkkkkkk.
since morning, have been getting bad bad bad gastrics, so bad i could have just died. wanted to go home, if not for the maths lesson that we asked miss ng to stay back to teach. grr. how hardworking i am.
& i wanna go bugis to complete some items on my wishlist. haas. mum doesn't seem too keen on gg with me. maybe i'll jus ask her to pass me money. & she's complaining about my hp bills agn. 'o's coming coming! & after maths lesson today, met future bf on the bus! wad a coincidence. haha. fated.

tmr might be going night study with the royalties, not sure if i'm gg school. english bores me.
some pictures taken on our first night of study. haha. retarded ones.

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007♥


came back from sch just not long ago. hmm. today is gonna be a boring day for me. staying at home the whole day. future boyfriend's gg to watch match with friends and nobody's gg night study with me. i think i'll just catch a nap and then do my revision later on.
because i realized, the longer i slept, the more tired i am. & i'm always dozing off in english class. haha. not that i hate english la. but it's boring.
I think i managed to seduce someone today. haa. she came over and help me put plate! hahahah! make me laugh like mad. && i told the girls i feel giddy when i'm walking down the stairs, they say they'll hold me. haha. i'll hold them responsible if ever i fall down the stairs in their presence. =D

&&& i changed my blog skin! wee. i love it. i spent the whole of ytd afternn finding the pictures and then editing the picures! =D hahah. someone tell me if it's not nice. (: and then i messed ard with the template. (: i've also added so many new things to my wishlist la. (mostly storybooks) =D they say i'm turning into a bookworm soon. blahs. i wanna buy storybooks real soon! x)
okk. i'm going off to bathe & then sleep!


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Tuesday, September 18, 2007♥

☆ you're my everything.

The loneliness of nights alone, the search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to die, my eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shining up above, you surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see, are now so clear to me

You are my everything, nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone, the only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through, when nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee, that you will always be my everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel, a kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade, there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go, I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me, the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete for all time (for all time)

You are my everything(you are my everything), nothing your love won't bring(nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone(alone), the only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through(your spirit pulls me through) When nothing else will do(when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray(I pray) on bended knee(on my knee)
That you will always be be my everything

Every night I pray down on bended knee
That you will always be my everything
Oh my everything

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Monday, September 17, 2007♥


first day of sch. was alright. a bit hyper-active though. and we girls were like talking about edward cullen all the way through biology. haa. (not that i object though) =D wee. and then for maths, everybdy wanted to doze off alrdy. was so tired. some slept for 4 hours, and me? i had a sleepless night. lie on bed at 1am plus and i fell asleep at 4plus. pathetic me. slept only for 2h. :(

and just now i saw future bf holding a stalk of paper rose, like she's an idiot, and she looks so seh, so obviously, she too, slept for 2 hours also! & that proves that we've got telepathy. =D and then i smacked her real hard on her head to wake her up and she hurled vulgarities at me. xoxo


not gg to sleep now though. haa. so i'll have sleep easier tonight. x) going for night study later on with princess & my future boyfriend. hahas. time to buy storybooks, no more bed time stories for me.

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Sunday, September 16, 2007♥


ytd went town to celebrate steph's birthday. night time met my mum at kovan walk walk.

tmr school's reopening already. & i'm damn sick now. sore throat, slight fever, slight flu.
omg. i hate all these illnesses. and my head's breaking apart. tmr's gonna be an important day, i think the school has so many new plans to tell us. so i think i'll still drag myself to school. i'm darn tired now. but i can't catch an afternn nap! haven't completed most of my hmwk.
hmms. gonna study hard for my 'o' levels le. no more outing, no more having fun until the 'o's are over!!

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Saturday, September 15, 2007♥


bored.
these few nights have been sleeping with the help of cough syrup. hahas.
and i think i'll need it's help agn tonight.
tmr gotta wake up early prepare for our big baby: stephanie's birthday celebration. & my term of waking up early is 12pm! so early! i used to sleep till 2 or 3 the past few days.
then meeting aunlay & lydia first before meeting the rest.
after pool, i think.. we shall have steamboat at marina south. omg. it's so fattening. i think i ate alot for the past few days. i dun even dare to weigh myself, i think. hahas. time to burn off fats!

alright. i'm off to watch tv & then hit the sack. xD


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Wednesday, September 12, 2007♥


just came back from sch not long ago. after lit class, went to find mum at oln as she's fetching cousin. after that went mall eat pepper lunch with lydia & steph plus mum & cousin. hees.

i'm wondering if i should go night study or stay at home study and accompany mum at the same time. scared she'll feel bored and then anyhow think. hmms. shall see how later bahs.

anyway, i just read a stupid thing in friendster. it's about my horoscope. ytd, it told me that i should take time to solve a family problem, today it told me that it's already solved.
how funny. x)


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Tuesday, September 11, 2007♥

☆ you were every reason

this morning woke up & went to my grand-aunt's funeral. i think i'm gonna miss her pretty much. she always had so much to say to us when we visit her during cny. hais. =(
and i got to meet many cousins these few days. god, i think we haven't met for 13 years? i was like only 3 or 4 years old when we saw them the last time.

now, it's time for me to study hard. maybe i'll get good grades and go into JC? dream on lahh. -.-"
and i've given up on hotel management. i don't think i can tolerate customers shouting at me and then still put on a smiling face. and then trying to tolerate all their attitude problem? =X i wanna find my next goal soon.

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Monday, September 10, 2007♥

☆ 其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落 被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝 直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句其实还爱你

可不可以任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句其实还爱你

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( 4:15 PM )


Sunday, September 9, 2007♥


nothing much these few days. have been going down for my relative's funeral since friday. yesterday reached home at ard 4am, aunt's husband wanted us to go back rest & insisted that he drove us home. actually mum wanted to spend the night there but in the end also dun haf. hmm. after reading my storybk, slept at 5.30 like that. & i slept till 3 today. hahs. PIG!
shall end here, gotta get ready go down woodlands today too.


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Friday, September 7, 2007♥


yesterday went to Mt. Alvernia to see my relative. alot of ppl were there. and then when we left, she could still wave her hand at us.

this morning, my cousin woke me up and said someone called to say that she's gone. hais.
i could still rmb her as a bubbly woman, always talking to us happily. every chinese new year, when we went to her house, she would take out so much food to give us. hais.

A nice woman like her will be living happily in Heaven and watch over her children & grandchildren.


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Wednesday, September 5, 2007♥


just came back from mall not long ago.
afternn met up with baolai & jiki go kays' court. glad that her case's been postponed and i doubt the sentence will be very bad. && i miss lulu lots. haven't been receiving his letters for so long. after chinatown, sok came back hg with us. ate and walked ard. nothing much.

have been watching this taiwan drama, [Lucky Star放羊的星星]. quite nice and the main actor knows how to race. so cool lahs.
hahas.
life have been quite peaceful for me these few days, minus mum's nagging. steph & lydia came over to my house for study sessions the day before. at least i got some work done.
i think i'll just concentrate on my studies first, the rest after studies then say bahs. i'm kind of contented with my life right now, if there weren't so many disputes, it would probably have been better, i guess.

this is just fate, always makes a fool out of ppl.


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Tuesday, September 4, 2007♥


how did everything turn out this way? wad the hell is happening around the 4 of us.
guess 1 thing that's never wrong, we should never have went into their lives.

i know you're angry with all of us right now, though i don't know what i did wrong. but why can't the 4 of us sit down and talk it out? you know i'll not throw you alone. why can't we be back friends again? you really don't want us anymore?
i know both sides have wrongs, & if u think they or i don't treat you as a friend anymore, then you're very wrong. because we still care abt you, and i mean it. it's not them who spilled out your secrets first. the 4 of us should talk, and not let anybody affect our own conversations. maybe after you cool down.. but we'll always want you back as a friend.


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