♥ Tuesday, October 30, 2007♥

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ok. my brain juices are all used up over these 2 days. ytd had english papers & maths paper1.
today was maths paper 2. it was easier though. but i got no confidence.
just hope i can scrape though a C5 or C6. hahas. (: then i'm contented.

ytd night stayed over at cousin's house. then uncle drove me back. hahas.

Now i'm left with all these:
Biology
Science MCQ
Literature Paper 1
Literature Paper 2
Social Studies

a few more days and it'll be over. i can't wait. (:

( 12:55 PM )

♥ Friday, October 26, 2007♥

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byebye history.
you suck.

grr. totally screwed my papers today. i don't know wad i'm doing/thinking. shld have answered the qns on China instead of Japan. shit. shld have stuck to my roots. ok. my answers aren't that perfect. i really have to buck up for SS. can't fail my combine humans when i'm not gg to make it for science.
:(
went for a morning jog with lydia today. crazy us.

i'm off to study SS now!

( 5:13 PM )

♥ Wednesday, October 24, 2007♥

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oh great. 1st written paper starts today. and how unlucky i could get todayyyyyyy............!

i forgot to bring my pencil case.

HAHAHA. laugh laugh laughs. and i just realized it at the last min and got all frantic? lydia & aunlay lent me pen & pencil. lol. ok. bad omen? how forgetful can i get...? interesting start for today, someone's hp rang. hahaha. that song beautiful girl i think. and i think it belonged to a private candidate. and then in the hall, realized i forgot to wear nametag(it's in my bag). so i took pullover and covered my shoulder. & i think the same happened for 'n' levels last year. lol. always brought it but never wear.
chemistry pp was okay. Not like I could pass. But if i did put in a bit more effort in my chem, guess i could get more marks. grr. shall buck up on my biology then.

forget it. i'm being a baby-sitter ytd & today. ytd i cooked for the children & elderly at home. hahah! the whole family ate what i cook alright. and my mum say not bad. but today, she wants me to buy takeaway. being a baby-sitter is so tiring. and then met up with the girls at mac after a quick bath for mugging session. tmr no paper. so might be meeting them at mac again for history muggin sessions. (:

STUDY...................!
_________________________________________

You believe, that l've changed your life forever
And you're never gonna find another somebody like me.
And you wish, you had more than just a lifetime to give back all I've given you and that's what you believe.

But I owe you the sunlight in the morning
And the nights of all these loving that time can't take away.
And I owe you more than life now, more than ever
I know that it's the sweetest debt I'll ever have to pay.

I'm amazed when you say it's me you live for
You know that when I'm holding you, you're right where you belong
And my love, I can't help but smile with wonder
When you tell me all I've done for you 'Cause I've known all along.

'Cause I owe you the sunlight in the morning
And the nights of all these loving that time can't take away.
And I owe you more than life now, more than ever
I know that it's the sweetest debt I'll ever have to pay.

why did i let myself believe miracles could happen?

Labels: my favourite oldie: I.O.U

( 5:13 PM )

♥ Sunday, October 21, 2007♥

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我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空
禁止进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见 这种孤单真可怜
多爱一次 就多些寂寞

你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为 快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪

说爱我 在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了 我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐有多少还很真呢
说爱我 用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲 我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗 最后一分钟
(一起看天空好吗最后一分钟 说爱我)

went woodlands with mum, big aunt & 4th aunt to see my uncle. he got dengue fever. on the way, my gastric acted up, and i remembered i only ate a bag of chips the previous day and i drank too much. boos. plus, my feet hurt with the new shoes. went buy new pair of slippers & headed to woodlands. then saw my 3rd grand-aunt there also. left ard 3plus 4. then serene & co came find me. ask them drive me to St. Anthony Church. Bought flowers and put on my grand-aunt's niche.
then went east coast. after that went ave 3 awhile then home.

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( 9:42 PM )

♥ Thursday, October 18, 2007♥

☆ idiotic bro.

wah. how nice.
'o' levels ard the corner & inconsiderate ppl at my hse playing mahjong.
how to study?
so i came here & update my blog.
ytd stayed out at cousin's house.
boos. can't slp at night.

aunt cabbed me and cousins to my hse here. ate breakfast.
sch for science practical. sure fail. shit. grr.

( 4:01 PM )

♥ Tuesday, October 16, 2007♥

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guess this really marks the end of everything. or are these just words?
i just don't see the importance of me in your eyes anymore. action speaks louder than words.
your character can never change and so is mine. guess we could nv have gotten along without tolerance.
i've had enough of giving in. & this shall be the last time.

goodbye to everything.

& the pain is making me breathless.

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( 5:31 PM )

♥ Monday, October 15, 2007♥

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ok. i'm pissed off right now. by a teeny weeny thing. ignore me.

13TH OCTOBER, saturday

went bugis find my mum & 4th aunt. hohos. & there were so many ppl. alot of babies too. i bought a storybook. mum bought me a watch, wallet & mask. [: haha. it seemed to be my birthday instead of mum's. cos she bought so much stuffs for me.

then at night went amy's chalet. siewlee & her bf etc were there alrdy. slack at chalet, eat. went play arcade. and siewlee's bf helped me catch a piglet. exchanged it with siewlee for winnie the pooh. gave the bear to my cousin afterwards.

14TH OCTOBER, sunday

okay. i went heartland find my mum. nothing much. then was aunt's house. helped her with cake baking. funn. i wanna bake a cake myself too. [:

15TH OCTOBER, monday

went bugis & lido with serene and co. searched for my prom dress but can't find an ideal one. =\

dinner. went this place(dunno call wad) see ah gua. waited damn long for cab. hahahahs.

can alrdy predict wad to do tmr. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

& my face is blushing due to the effort needed to climb onto it. hahs.

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( 10:11 PM )

♥ Friday, October 12, 2007♥

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i've been such a fillial daughter today. kept my mum company for the whole night. went mall to have dinner with my 4th aunt then went auntie's place. played with baby and taught qianxi her homework. haha.

today, went back sch & have the massive photo shoot. hope it turns out well. cause apparently, the sun came out and i hope we weren't ---> -.- like that. hahahs. it dragged on for very long. then went hall. watched performance. before performance, perverted LIM was walking ard catching ppl. real biantai. i think that's his pleasure. [:

and i think the new principal is not gg to be very popular in sch. haha. she's alrdy detested by everyone. she said, 'I'll teach you what basic manners are.' is she trying to say we sjcians have no basic manners? i think she'll have a hard hard time in sch for insulting us like that. lol. luckily i'm alrdy graduating. if not sure expel. lol. then CHOW's english is damn bad can. say it's mrs chan's last mass. touch wood la. i bet she's boot-licking alrdy. bleahs.

then a few days back, went to see leilei. ((: love him lots.

i look so much like a bride in this pic. pls come for my wedding next year. [:

'cause i owe you, the sunlight in the morning & the nights of all these loving that time can't take away'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUM & AMY.

truckloads of love.

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( 11:31 PM )

♥ Thursday, October 11, 2007♥

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It's still empty.

Just as empty as when you came.

Just as empty as when you left.

It will always be so.

No-one can heal the marks you left,

fill the shoes you left behind.

It's so wise for them to not try.

You sat and hummed.

You drank and smiled.

Asked me to play you a lullaby.

So soft and tormenting.

It's my medicine for sleep.

It's how I remember you,

your story, told in a few simple chords.

Wordless music. A wordless life.

When I die it will be to this,

sweet, tormenting lullaby.

The memory of you still fresh.

Fresh in my mind.

How simply it was for you to touch my life.

Goodnight, my love.

It's all I needed to say.

All that it took to make you smile.

The only memories I have of meeting you.

Such a different person.

Such a life changer.

It's still empty.

It always will be.

Nobody can amount to you.

Nobody can sing your lullaby, or play it.

Goodnight, my love.

That's all the bar remembers.

In a sleepless town.

In a sleepless bar.

Nobody will ever be like you.

Labels: irreplaceable

( 3:43 PM )

♥ Wednesday, October 10, 2007♥

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Literature class was so so fun today. [:
Mrs. XXX stepped out for a moment & then Mr. XXXX came in with a student into the AVA room. then they both went into the small room. hahas. and we're like making so much sound effects. we even screamed when the door closed by itself. then after that, the girl came out & she fetched another girl in. lol. & we're saying they're doing it as a threesome. =X haha. Mrs. XXX returned later. filled her in the story and she was like 'huh? and you all still say until so loud. think they cannot hear is it?' we're like laughing like mad. saying he's been in there with the girls for v. long. lol. then Mrs. XXX is trying to concentrate on lit when he finally came out. and we're alll giggling. and when the door closed, Mrs. XXX got up immediately & tried to open the AV room and wanted to find 'evidence'. lol. & our response was 'He locked it la...'. And she gave us that disappointed face. Was really a funny incident. lol.

I bet i'm gonna miss lit lesson so much after graduating.

Mrs. Chan & Mrs. Das is retiring. then we're gonna take photo with them this fri. as in we stand at basketball court & there's photographer on roof. woots. only grad. classes. big shot. hahas.

i'm damn tired right now.

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( 3:26 PM )

♥ Monday, October 8, 2007♥

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rahh. i just saw a big marie kitty soft toy at Mini Toons just now! I wan it so badly.
i bet mum's gonna scold me. hees. save up money. save up money!
=D it is so cute lahs. :(

when can i learn to let go of this burden & move on. everything seemed to be a lie to me. treating me better will only make me think more. i can't be the same girl anymore. the same friend that you know. i can't let go of those bad memories that scarred my life. once you lose the trust, nothing will ever bring it back again. i'm sorry for all these.

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Labels: MARIE.

( 9:02 PM )

♥ Sunday, October 7, 2007♥

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ytd went suntec. caught my marie kitty. (:
hahas. i'm broke alrdy. and my horoscope is so right. lol. then at night went night market walk walk. after that went meey yaojun. home after that. (:

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( 3:05 PM )

♥ Saturday, October 6, 2007♥

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hahas. now at kovan de yoshinoya. & using steph's bf laptop to update my blog. =X while they ar busy doing their hmwk. haha. what a distraction. lol.
later shall meet up with serene & co. going suntec to catch my marie kitty. lols. ytd night met up with serene & co at punggol park. future bf, yaojun & xiuwen came along after Clarke Quay & i suspect future bf is having an affair. so i go smell her clothes for girls' perfume. lol.
after some chit-chat, went home ard 1plus.
shall update photos tonight or tmr. ciaos. (:

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( 1:36 PM )

♥ Friday, October 5, 2007♥

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yay.
just changed my blog skin & i love the picture. (: my school life. hahas.

don't minimize the page, cos that picture will be the bg and it is very ugly. lol. tmr will be studying sessions with classmates. (: shall mug hard le. didn't go sch today. heard from teacher that she feels it's a waste of time for us to come school also. haha. cause they're not teaching anything & just giving us work.
so i guess, next week i will be gg for important lessons like maths, literature. blah blah.

GRADUATION SONG

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in June

I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And there was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and we would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

Chorus:

As we go on, we remember all the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

to all my babes in school. Life in school wouldn't be perfect & enjoyable without you girls. love you all truckloads.

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( 10:11 PM )

♥ ♥

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MY HOROSCOPE SAYS:
Your extravagance is running the risk of putting your bank account in jeopardy!

uh oh. i've just saved up some money and put it in my bank, don't tell me i'm gonna withdraw them out again. =( haha. mum says i don't need a bank, cos i would spend whatever i got.
& i think my horoscope is quite true. bought a piggy bank today(should be catty bank) & future bf says i'm wasting money. boos. i shall save up. at last 2 dollars a day? haha. if not, i'll ask dad to drop in 2bucks whenever i didn't save up. lol! furthermore, i gotta buy amy's present & mum's present. their birthdays are like on same days. haha. but i'm celebrating amy's birthday on the 13th. and i heard suntec got a cute marie kitty, & i'm going over there tmr. haha. guess that's where my cash goes. -.-
just now met up with tricia & crisann for a while. then crisann left and me & tricia studied there for a while before heading to compass. then came home & watched my 9pm show. (:

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( 12:25 AM )

♥ Thursday, October 4, 2007♥

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ytd was feeling terribly sick la. sch's bored. next week will be our last week & it's gonna be study break and then 'o' levels. gosh. so fast la. i'm still wondering what to do with my chemistry. wth. hais.


i don't need to be betrayed again to know the pain i've suffered before. character changes as we go through different things, be it pain or happiness. over these 2 years, i think i've changed so much, nobody recognizes me anymore. neither do i know which is the true me. soon, nothing will matter to me anymore. that shall be the way my life should be, not the messy kind where lies & deception are everywhere. how much can 1 take before breaking down completely?

( 12:20 PM )

♥ Monday, October 1, 2007♥

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MY HOROSCOPE SAYS:
You're the best person to solve your problems. Have an internal talk with yourself.

so darlings who are meeting me today, don't be shocked when you see me talking to myself. I'm just solving my problems. HAHA. lame shit.
oh yes, just came back from meeting amy, & i bought so many things la. marie kitty note pad, stamp & stapler! hahaha! & i bought a blue cat tissue box for my room, plus earrings. (: talked so much crap with amy and we had so much laughters. it's been long since we last met & i love this kind of meeting. =D shall meet up real soon. =D

went mall & i saw this pair of heels at U.R.S. and amazingly, my big feet can fit into them. so i asked amy to go back order a pair for me. yay! i think i'm turning into a shopping addict. feel like buying anything i see plus like. haha. die le. whoever wanna marry me must have big bucks. HAHA.

& i didn't manage to see lulu today. =,( damn baolai, dunno where on earth he is. make me can't see my boy. lol. it's been months since i saw him & i heard he's skinny. hais. already didn't go the last 2 weeks le, this time again. i'm gonna scold baolai till he drowns in my saliva. humph.
so only thing i could do now is to write letter give him and wait for 2 more weeks! grr.

& while waiting for bus home, there was this stupid holy innocents' guy who bumped into me. like HELLO, there's so much space to walk & u can bump into me. jerk. & he could just look at me while i glare back. i think i'm not looking very fierce since i'm with my specs. haha. & he's like still wearing shorts. bleahs. little guy.

&& I've just added items to my wishlist! hahah. i wanna go taiwan & malaysia. malaysia is not a big prob, i guess. But taiwan arh. i scared later go there will have too much political stuff. then got stampede. and i will be stamped to death while shopping. LOL. stupid ideas. all my wishes will be granted after 'o's, when i start earning money. =D

you're seriously interfering in my life...& i don't like it.

( 3:23 PM )

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