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Sunday, December 30, 2007♥


okk. so as i was saying, the trip to Ubin was cancelled. so i met Tricia for lunch&dinner at compass. then we were like playing hide&seek with someone. haha! *secret* and it was all so funny & drama.
then we slacked at the outside area of compass. and we talked alot. it's been awhile since we started chatting abt rights & wrongs. our past lives. and indeed, we miss them alot. i mean, i understand character changes as we grow & we should learn to accept that, but it seemed like we're stuck in the past. thinking of our lost friendship.
in the past, we've always had laughter, fun, joy, even before we met them. and though we had many fun outings after we met them, it's still different from what we had in the past. because of them, it cost us our friendship. there's more complications, conflicts. and to me, it seemed like they're the cause of it. i don't know, but i guess everything is my fault!!!

if ever i need to lose a group to gain back my closer friends, it would be them. i'm serious abt this. i bet so is tricia.

back to the topic, tricia then accompanied me home, changed & went down Lower Court. on the way, we saw fireworks!
i mean, hello. it's the first time in my 17years that i've seen fireworks in Hougang!!! haha!

&&& though i'm their vase in basketball, i sweat quite alot today ok! i'm hungry right now. but i can't eat anything! i wanna lose weight to 53 or 55? i don't mind underweight! haha. my BMI says i'm not overweight. but i think i am. =.=

okk. tmr's the last day of 2008. let all unhappiness come to an end in 2007!

dream on.


( 11:59 PM )




ytd night met up with tricia & co.. gg Pulau Ubin initially but was cancelled.

BOO!!!!!!!!!!!! spoilsport.

humph. later meeting tricia for lunch. pathetic leh. nowhere go. maybe we'll go Tekong. hah!

SUPER BORED NOW.

this is when conflicts starts to appear.
and the few of us drift apart again.
we'll have another group of friends.
gradually, we'll become hi-bye friends.
is this what we all want?
probably.
will everything be too late when you finally realize who you wanna cherish?
i guess so.
many times, i thought of how unfair life could be.
but now, life's gonna be fair.
regrets ain't for any one of us. those who were always being true.
this time, it's walking on without looking back.
this is the best way, to prevent any of us from getting hurt again.
no more sweet memories. no more jokes. no more outings.

though i still miss our old life.



( 3:13 PM )


Friday, December 28, 2007♥


went Sim Lim Square & Funan with Steph.

Then had Pastamania for dinner. ((:
went home after that. i seriously hate crowded bus and kiasu, selfish s'poreans. boo.
i'm nt interested in the gold laptop anymore. red is a better colour. (:

then met Sok and JiaWen at mall print photos to send to Lulu. heh. then went plaza. home.





终于明白你以变成回忆
没有言语能够说明当别人问起


( 11:05 PM )


Thursday, December 27, 2007♥


i feel like whacking ppl now.


RAH.

bad mood.


disappointment.
no more words needed.


( 10:15 PM )




met up with val, sok, sher, yet & jolene ytd. played pool awhile then went mall there.

oo. free show to watch but i didn't get to see it. haha. isn't it a pity for a girl to lose a tooth in her teenage years? haha. she still has got so many decades of years to go on. ha!

okay. i shall not be sadistic. then we went to hg green to have our dinner at Long John. cabbed to Yao Jun's house. then something happened to my darling. rushed down to SengKang to console her. alright. hope everything is alright for her. the least we could do is to be her listening ear bahs.


( 6:56 PM )


Tuesday, December 25, 2007♥


MERRY CHRISTMAS!

this year x'mas is bored. completely don't have the mood. last year was better. everything was arranged. had party at pepper lunch with boss & colleagues. ((:

woke up early this morning & bro drove us to Dover. was far and i hope we won't have to go there for any other occassions anymore. lol. it's bored & i fell asleep at my aunt's hse. lol. then went home at 5plus. keep nagging at mum sayin i'm bored. then bro drove us to ave 8 for dinner. then he dropped me off at plaza. met up with val, sok, sher & yetlim. (: then interesting thing happened in the lift. ha!

then they went geylang for frog porridge. met up with yaojun, sarah & xiuwen. went yj hse eat cake while waiting for the rest of them. then they reached & i went home, at this early hour. idiot. all for the sake of being a good girl until i lay my hands on the laptop! haha.

& i didn't get to spend much time with my friends on this festive season. never mind, there are still many years to come. ((:

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( 10:34 PM )


Monday, December 24, 2007♥


ok. i think i should stop sleeping with my hair wet. caused me a terrible headache. :(
i've got a craving for laksa. haha! gg to my mum's friend house later on. yay. presents presents. ((:
i jus remembered a conversation we had at bugis that night. as usual, tricia & serene were insulting each other. serene called tri Jack Neo & tri called serene Alien. haha.

me: eh. you 2 go act in new movie lah, called: 跑吧, alien.
serene: (laughing) wah lao! (turn to tri) eh. she call us go film this showed called 跑吧, alien leh! cos Jack Neo is the director.
tri: (laughing)
me: or you want go film Alien Not Stupid?

then we started laughing & chasing each other like kids. ((: i think that was 1 of the funniest converstaion we had in months. boo.

anyway, i've got my eyes set on this laptop.
Sony Vaio. And i like the gold colour version. I think I'll either pick gold or red. i'm gonna call mum to buy!! ((:
i'm wondering if i should go fantasie tonight. boring place..

I'M DOWN WITH FLU AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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( 4:02 PM )


Sunday, December 23, 2007♥


ok. just reached home from Punggol. woke up damn early this morning, 10am ok! I have been sleeping till 2pm for the past few days. cabbed down to Choa Chu Kang. Emily's aunt house. thought it was for X'mas celebration but it was Uncle's Vincent's birthday. haha! and my emotional 3rd grand aunt started crying agn. haha. again, many cousins turned up. Not that unfamilar unlike the 1st time I saw them a few months ago. at least i know who their parents are. haha. alright. i enjoyed myself there. (:

headed down to Punggol after some gambling at CCK, 4th aunt's house. for buffet. then sat while go home alrdy. kinda bored there. went home.
i'm meeting serene & co for basketball session later on. given the way i eat on x'mas. i bet i'm gonna be more obese. heh.

ytd went bugis. i'm like cheated down. they told me we'll be plaing mahjong but no! and we spent the whole night in the arcade. watching tricia & yaojun play the basketball shooting machine. how pathetic.

x'mas eve is tmr! enjoy, darlings. ((:


I won't ask you to stay,
I'd rather walk away.
if your heart's not in it.


( 8:52 PM )


Saturday, December 22, 2007♥


rotting at home again. mum's gone to chinatown. but i don't wanna go. nothing for me to buy anyways. hmm. just now, aunt asked me if i wanna go Thailand, Hup Chai with her. by bus.. dots. i bet i'll vomit till i faint before I reach Thai. Tempted to go. But better not. I'll be bored to death with my aunt. heh.
yesterday, leilei was supposed to stay in my house till monday. but he's barking like mad whenever i put him back on the cage. and it's like in the middle of the night. no choice, i brought him back to JiaWen's house. now that they've left for Genting, I'm abit worried about leilei. hope he's got enough to eat & drink. and let's hope he won't get bored, being alone at home. :(

just got the urge to post this picture up. i think this is the last time we actually went out tgth happily. i still remember the place and what we did that day. sigh.

in the past, we even talked about gg overseas tgth, after our 'o's. then we crapped and day-dreamed about our future. i miss those carefree times. looking back, so many unhappy events happened in 2007, let's hope 2008 wil be a better year. maybe quarrels and conflicts are part & parcels of life. but i really do hope things will be fine between us again. sunday used to be an outing for all of us, but now, not anymore.

i remember who stood by my side when i really couldn't hold out any further. who brought me to the arcade & i finally remembered how to smile. i hope you know who you are. sigh. you'll always be my best buddy, though we don't meet up that often.

i guessed i've failed alot of ppl. i'm sorry for that.

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( 3:52 PM )


Friday, December 21, 2007♥


met up with sok, val, sher ytd night after AMK with my mum and aunts. talked about past school lives & our normal lives. haha.

then went meet tricia etc. home.

boring life nowadays. bro is always at home = no com use, no shows watch. imagine how i rot.

just finished reading 2 books. Finished Vampire Academy during my Genting trip. and finished True Singapore Ghost Stories 17 yesterday.
Vampire Academy is a nice book. Makes me think about all the troubles we've been tgth when I read about those parts when Rose protected Lissa from Mia. (: i miss my girls & school.
Christmas is coming. I still can't believe it's so fast. Programmes lined up with family members almost everyday starting from sunday.
let's see... Sunday, going aunt's house at Choa Chu Kang for lunch. then back to Punggol to 4th aunt's house for dinner. monday, another aunt's house for gathering. tuesday, small aunt's house at Dover. Imagine that. everyday eat. bet i'm gonna be fat as a pig after x'mas. I'm thinking if i'll be celebrating with friends. no plans heard from anyone..yet.

i thought this would be the first year that all of us spend x'mas tgth.
all those buddies and friends tgth.
but nope. it's impossible anymore.
we're leading our own lives, having our own fun during x'mas. sigh.



nothing much to talk about. i'm disappointed.
to hear those stuffs from another friend. i wanna trust you. or should i not?
perhaps, you just saw our wrongs & never did realize yours.
i've always treated you as one of my best friend. i don't know what to say now.
i'm confused. i miss those times.
fcuk. everything's alrdy gone.
maybe it's time to stop thinking for good.

goodbye.


说谎伤害, 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么


( 10:45 PM )


Tuesday, December 18, 2007♥


yesterday met up with serene & tricia at kovan. serene & me upgraded our POSB card to the Go card. haha. then have lunch/dinner.
went home after that, night time met up with Sok & Linny. slacked downstairs and they came up my house after that. shared so much fun & laughter. just love the times we had together. we're those kind that though we don't meet up often, we still have hell lots to crap about & update each other about. ((: then we took photos. watched The Covenant.
& I still think Steven Strait is damn hot. haha!
then they left ard 5plus in the morning. and i went to sleep. ytd, irritating phone calls woke me up. and i've become clever. put my phone in no vibration & no ringing mode. haha. and i saw 6missed when i woke up at 1plus. photos photos!
us and my maries. hahas.
linny & the 2 sadoka. ((:
tryin to be irritating. xD
met up with val, sok at mall. then slacked at plaza. sher & jiaen came at night.
i think val has gotten herself another new nickname. right, matchmaker soh?
haha. i don't know to laugh or cry at her actions. but i enjoyed myself. had so much laughters with my girls. went home after that.

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( 3:11 PM )


Sunday, December 16, 2007♥

☆ genting trip

before leaving for Genting, met up with serene, tricia etc. and they gave me photos of us together and of course, themselves. haha. so sweet of them right. they say it's for me to look at when i'm bored. & serene gave me a letter to read on the bus. heh.

the trip was toturing, like what i said. gotta sleep on the bus. can i choose to take a plane to malaysia and change to bus when i go to Genting in future? (: and those young men behind us just wouldn't stop talkin. on the way, the driver alighted us and i went to buy a bottle of sour plums. haha. then i slept for less than 2 hours. reached Genting at 5am. and guess what? we can only check in at 11am! ohmygod. it was also freezing cold there. tsktsk. breakfast. sms-ed tricia. and i told her she must be slpin while i'm stuck at the lobby & amazingly, she replied me. then aunt went casino, i wandered around and was standing at a place, looking at the sky. it's so nice. (: then walked back to hotel lobby to find my 3 younger cousins and auntie came back. walked ard and she keep on taking photos for us. and we don't have enough sleep. arcade. shopped. then 11am came quite fast. bathed. and slept till 3plus? haha. then we had dinner or lunch? i can't remember. (: i had a sleepless night. read my storybook till 2am plus.

view from the arcade.


SECOND DAY(141207): outdoor & indoor theme park after breakfast. my lil cousin cried when we're in the indoor roller coaster, which is no thrill at all. haha. i think it's because she's sitting with a stranger. then went for outdoor games. played roller coaster with my 2nd cousin of mine. and the small one had to be taken to non-thrilling rides by her sis. and therefore, no thrilling rides for her either. poor thing. it rained halfway. and we left, nothing to play anymore. (: and Jolin is having her concert at Genting. We saw her stage! & it seems like they're having a rehearsal. BUT no Jolin...yet. haha! then at night, we saw Li Wei Song, you know, the guy who made Stefanie Sun famous! haha. and he's tall. (:
that's how foggy the place is. ((:

this is fun. =D

childish times. =X

top of the indoor ferris wheel.

indoor shopping again. & i keep thinking how fun it would be if i'm there with my friends. (:

THIRD DAY(151207): okay. finally gg back to s'pore. can't wait to see my darlings, haha.and the bus was delayed for a good half an hour! almost evry bus arrived late. cos there's a flood in JB. and the bus we took back to s'pore was better. look at the photos and see what i mean. (:


then uncle drove me home. at night met up with serene, tricia, yaojun, xiuwen & co. slept at 5plus in the morning.



through the lies,
you were the truth.

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( 11:40 PM )


Saturday, December 15, 2007♥


DARLINGS!

i'm back from Genting in 1 piece. haha. great news right!

i miss all my friends, darlings, buddies much during the trip.

shall update tmr. i'm meeting ppl for supper/dinner?

=D


( 11:28 PM )


Tuesday, December 11, 2007♥


BYBYE people. i'm leaving s'pore tmr.
haha. everybody thought i'm leaving today (cos that's what i thought too). lol. meeting sok, yaohao etc for supper later on. then i'm coming home and pack my stuffs. jus came back from fantasie, nothing much interesting happened.
ytd, watched 30 Days of Night. Josh Harnett is hot too. hahaha! he's like the super hero. and we all agreed that his hair spoiled him in the show. =X
serene: wow, he's so man. my husband like that then good!
me: where got good! die earlier leh!
pam: you don't want your husband to be so man & heroic meh? then u want him to be coward?
me: nope. i only need him to kill cockroach. haha!

and we were laughing, screaming till so loud. lol. the show nt bad. disgusting & bloody lah. and we even told Pam that she need not worry about getting bitten by vampires, cause they are not vegetarian! haha. pam is the carrot among us. lol. then serene even slapped my hand, and tell me not to be so girly. cos i'm like shouting everytime those vampires appear. serene even said the vampires are very clever. like obviously. haha. they lived for centuries! the show would be better if Eban (Josh Harnett) is alive lor! he sacrificed himself. haha. so this show can watch! &&& it's M18. me and serene passed! lol.
we all agreed this is the most ugly female vampire in the group. (:
alrights. i'm leaving tmr night, i'll miss my girlfriends, buddies, friends, family in S'pore. wait for me to be back! haha. byebye people. (:


I may have made it rain,
please forgive me.
My weakness caused you pain,
& this song's my sorry.


( 9:54 PM )


Sunday, December 9, 2007♥


went out for these past 2 days.
today we went quite alot of places, to this animal farm & this road where there are so many monkeys. hahahs. they're cute & fierce. ((: stupid serene spotted what's the difference between male & female monkeys. hahaha! & we had quite a laugh.
then went to AMK Hub. Nothing much to do there. I'm gg town tmr to buy storybooks! yay. I haven't been reading for a long time. then after that, we're going to watch 30Days of Night. ((: let's hope we'll be able to look like 18years old tmr. haha!
those black black spots are monkeys!
then for yesterday, accompany Tricia to IKEA at Tampines. Stupid Tricia injured herself. alamak. haha. & i spotted something funny at IKEA! then went home take mahjong, to ahquan's house play. ok. i won 2.80. hahah! then wen to lower court play bball with xiuwen, yaojun, sarah.
this is the funny thing i saw. throw me for 15bucks!
i'm off on tuesday!
& once again, i'm thinking about
taking the easy way out.


( 9:43 PM )


Friday, December 7, 2007♥


okk. i'm bored again. let's talk about my life.

i miss school.

haha. i miss those times i spent with my friends. missed those mornings when i woke up early then continued sleeping at kelly's house. haha. and those times we climbed into school. got out of school illegally. hid in the toilets during lessons. haha. i rmb hearing my friends' names getting announced over the system and the next thing i'll do is ask them where they were. lol! boo! no more such stuffs. i think school brings us closer. i haven't seen steph, lydia or aunlay since prom. haha. shall meet up soon. & i hope they see this and stop playing with their maple or audition at home. haha.
yesterday, I reveived princess' letter. haha. there was a CD along with it. & it was sent before she left for Cambodia. haha. and i almost cried while reading that letter. at least i know someone cared. hais. it's so sweet of her, right? i bet she's the only 1 who can cheer me up whenever things go wrong. i miss her terribly now. :(

i'm going malaysia on the night of 12th...! i'm gonna find marie kitty stuffs there. haha. too bad we're not stopping by JB. i heard my cousin say the bus will take us all the way to Genting and we'll just sleep through the journey, since it is at night. how torturing to sleep on the bus!

have been watching so many shows these few days. all taiwan dramas. and i loved a new show by Mike He & Hebe. the 2 of them are cute. ((: another one is X-family. it's funny. haha.

he's hot. haha. (:
& i can't wait for It Started With A Kiss2 to be out. (:

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( 6:18 PM )


Wednesday, December 5, 2007♥

☆ kelly's off to Cambodia.

ytd, met up with serene then we went airport to send kelly, persis, yannee, hilda off to Cambodia. haha. then we ate at Breeks. Kelly's parents treat. then passed a letter to princess. serene wanted to add in something but in the end never. haha.
After that, all of us went to Terminal 1. Then princess is such a crybaby. haha. I choked on a sweet and my eyes were teary. this is what i told serene:

me: eh. my eyes red or not?
serene: yah. very red.
me: i go bluff kelly la, say i miss her. she will believe not?
serene: yaya. faster go, faster go.
me: huh, really ah?
then serene pulled me to kelly. kelly's back was facing me..
me: kelly! wo she bu de ni...(i don't bear to let you go)
kelly: huh...(eyes got tears already)
me: (to serene) hahaha! she believe leh! cry le cry le!
kelly: huh? fake one ah?
serene: ya, she choke on sweet...


hahaha. then kelly's tears ran like running tap. everybody was laughing at her. lol. then serene & tricia worse. say the first one to make kelly's mum cry must pay 5bucks. lol.
then all of us went back hougang at 6plus, after they went in to board the flight.

take care of yourself in Cambodia, kelly! can't wait for you to come back. ((:


你留下很多, 够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重, 重是爱太多

我会好好过, 当你回头
看到的一定是我

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( 1:41 PM )


Monday, December 3, 2007♥


okk. i'm gg for mahjong session later on. haha. i sound so auntie. lol. i haven't touched mahjong for so long already, way before 'o' levels start. lol.

today, was off work at 10.30am.. haha. like hello, we went there at 8.30am, ate our breakfast, checked through some files and byebye, we're off to kovan. and they told us they'll call back once they set up the computers. wth? is this a sign of firing us? what is they never do call back? haha. but i'm not complaining about the many holidays tho. ((: time to rest! haha. and i saw my mum. wad a coincidence. serene came my hse after that. watched shows and such and she just went back. but i'm still meeting her later on. o.O haha.

getting my paycheck on wed and i'm gg Genting on the 12th. wee. bet it's gonna be another boring trip with family members. and i'll miss my girls in s'pore too.

okay. my princess is going to Cambodia for volunteer work for 2 weeks. we're sending her off tmr. 2 weeks is kinda long, thinking is half a month.
princess, i'm not like your daddy okay. haha. i'll miss your crap & nonsense. have a safe journey, take good care of yourself there, and remember to miss us! Will be waiting for you to come back.


( 6:42 PM )


Saturday, December 1, 2007♥


okay. i'm bored right now. wondering if i should go out and meet up with my friends. meet up also got nothing to do! haha.

ok. i'm contradicting. haha. i wanna play mahjong lah. it's been so long since i touched those tiles. haha! Yesterday went back early from job again. working is boring..I miss school days lah. still can skip lessons. =.=" can't wait to get my pay soon!

went out with Tricia, Serene & AhQuan. Tricia accompanied me to mall. Went looking for puzzle. haha. then went night market. both of us bought ferris wheel woodcraft. after that serene came join us. Then we walked back to mall. Bought the princess puzzle. lol. there's no more nice puzzle. reached home at 12plus. played with my woodcraft till 2plus!

Christmas is coming. so fast. heard from mum that we're going my aunt's house in Dover. omg. it's like 1 hour bus ride from hg. But bro says that he's driving on Christmas. i bet i'm running off with him when he's gg to meet his friends.

ok. the days to getting our results are nearer. i wonder what's my future gonna be like.


( 6:19 PM )


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