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♥ Friday, February 29, 2008♥
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MORNING blog!haha. just came home at 6am plus. was out with shirley, fidelis & apple. playing mahjong for the whole night! was super tired. cos fidel was playing during the 2nd port cos another friend went off early, and she's so gong gong lah. keep daydreaming! haha. so i played for 5 hours plus. and i win & lose nothing. stupid eh? haha. & 1 sleepless night, i could feel my skin condition getting worse. lol.
okay. so yesterday, before our mahjong session, went to suntec to register for my MDIS course with amy. at home, had a tiff with my mum. okay. i felt guilty after that okay? though i'm still angry. reached suntec, and i asked the person something. and i almost fainted. so i'm supposed to study in queenstown. omg. then i was alrdy done with registration all these, and i'm damn shocked. felt like telling him i wanna reconsider. haha. then i found out fidel had to study in queenstown too. for a moment, i thought i'm alone. haha. so, my course is 12months and hers is only 10mths! argh! let's hope our time table will be the same. (:
just imagine, i gotta wake up at 6plus 7 if my class starts at 9am. haiyo! then we went to find fidel, since she's at level3. then we trained back to kovan. discussed abt fidel's and my complicating relationship. and we gave up. cos apparently, i think the conclusion is my dad married late, or was it because i came out late? haha! talked about humans being extinct at 2040. then we're only 50? haah! then fidel say she dun wanna die so young, then i told her can alrdy. by 50, face alrdy wrinkled, figure gone, boobs saggy etcetc. hahah! =X but just imagine there's a flood & all those cockroaches will be swimming with you. yucks. =,=" so after dinner, went hg. slacked. went find sok, linny awhile. then we went my hse there slack. and off we go for mahjong session. got photos of today with amy. shall post it up tmr.
& i was playing at viwawa just now, and there's error. damnit. shall tuck in to bed then. nights. (:
Labels: MAHJONG
( 7:30 AM )
♥ Tuesday, February 26, 2008♥
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i've got a sudden urge to play mahjong. worst is, bro's friends are playing outside. haha.no ppl play! ): ytd night, paid a visit to my leilei. haha. he's still very noisy. and i always thought sok was crapping with me abt his talents, but they are true eh! he knows how to give his hand and high-five. haha. evidence is below! (:
my dad is asking me to get into MDIS. just now, told my mum i'll try RP but she asked me study MDIS instead, since i'll use only 10mths, then i'm thinking what i'm gonna do if i finish my diploma in 10mths. i'll only be like 18years old, going onto 19? seriously, i think private schools are for the rich. haha. i could just buy lots of stuffs with the money for the private degree.
& then we were saying about getting a license after our birthdays. and sok asked me to wait for her. lol. so just now, went to Stephenie Meyer's site and i saw pictures of the Cullens! oh my. they're just so smart. what a special family eh. i can't wait for the movie to be out!!!!!!!! :))
i love alice in the picture. think she fits the role perfectly, small sized, looks etc etc.. and Emmett too! But i couldn't really tell that Edward is Robert Pattinson. haha! let's hope the movie will be out soon. (:
i need jobs jobs jobs! have been lazing at home for so long. no cash is coming in & i wanna buy so many things. (: gonna meet up with jiki later, she's gg her grandma's funeral. hope everything is fine for her.
The Bottom Line
You are always careful in business deals -- start being more careful in romance now.
In Detail
You are always smart enough to be careful in business deals, but how careful have you been in romantic negotiations? Past pain could have been caused by careless generosity, so if you want to prevent yourself from getting hurt again in the future, go slower. A new person is an exciting thing, but what's your hurry? They are interested -- and they are not going anywhere unless you tell them to. Don't give them only green lights when yellow would be much more appropriate (for now).
haha. another interesting horoscope for today eh? but horoscope on my love can never never be accurate. i wonder why?
Labels: EDWARD (:
( 6:12 PM )
♥ Monday, February 25, 2008♥
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boring day. woke up, watched tv. turned on the com.
played facebook.
then just now, fidel helped me with the MDIS stuff. so i'm gonna spent 5000plus on my diploma, since i didn't pass all 5subs of 'o' levels. crap.
if i pass, go poly liao, still go MDIS? boo. maybe i should give them my 'n' levels results? cos it's a nicer cert, with all passes. ha!
so ytd, went for photoshoot in studio. almost vomitted on the ride though. love the photos of studio compared to outdoor ones. then it was damn cold when they blew the fan at me so my hair would fly. luckily i'm still alive& kickin'.
let's hope i can get those photos fast fast. then after shoot, went home to drop my stuffs and headed to sok's house.
how fortunate i am, she picked up my call when i just reached her house outside. hmm. then she continued sleeping & i used her com plus psp. and i did her psp proud. i've gained some achievements, woke her up to see it and i wondered if she remembered. lol.
then after she woke up, showed her a photo of me, w/o makeup. and it makes so much difference! & i was laughing like mad. =,="
linny came along, with my mac lunch/dinner/supper. after eating, i feel like i've gained 10kilos. =/ then we went downstairs to talk about past, present, future. all along we're like that. (:
and i told them that in the past, if there were only the 3of us, it meant that they were quarreling with their bfs. (: hahaha.
then i went home at 2plus, read my book till 3plus & i fell asleep.
i miss those times where we needn't care about what others say.
you once told me, & i still remembered.
what had gone wrong?
things shouldn't be like this now.
was it something i did?
( 7:51 PM )
♥ Sunday, February 24, 2008♥
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The Bottom LineThere are some issues brewing around your home. You must deal with them tonight.
In Detail
There are some issues brewing around your home, but they won't come to the surface until later today. The problems could have something to do with your home's physical structure, but they could just as easily have something to do with the bond between the people living within those four walls. If you are having a hard time getting along with a sibling or a roommate, tonight might be when everything comes to a head. The good news is that it won't be as awkward as you fear.
accurate? just came home not long ago. during afternn, dad came home & asked me if i could get into any poly. then suddenly asked me what school fidelis is in. then he say if can't get into poly, ask me study the same school as her. since poly is like 3years & mdis only 10months. yay! now i'm not afraid of nt having a roof over my head and can pursue the course i like! (:
then he say don't later everyday at night come home & waste his money. so yep. met up with my girls just now. and tsk tsk. missed a show. and then me & enaye didn't get to finish our food and we rushed off. =/ haha.
then went to see my leilei. he's become so bloody pervert. haha! and he no more fur alrdy. everytime like that. think he's cuter with fur. &&& he's still as noisy as ever lah. many things happening these few days? don't feel very good about it.
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too.
( 2:02 AM )
♥ Friday, February 22, 2008♥
☆ baolai's birthday
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BAOLAI. (:
another sleepless night. was out yesterday night & then the birthday boy came around this morning, at 4plus? haha! then after that, sher went toilet & enaye & linny accompanied her. then 1 of the guys asked them to go switched off the lights and the rest immediately dropped their cues and ran out of the place. then it's real funny. all so exaggerating and stick onto the glass doors to make sure that they can't see them. like watching some police & thief movie. hah! then they ran to the toilet and switched off all the lights & screams were heard after that. lol! linny ran out followed by enaye. but enaye's better. she switched on the lights for poor shermin, who is still in the toilet. haha! & she was scared stiff alrdy. kept telling us how afraid she was. so funny lah! =X
then we went downstairs & sat down and talked until the sun came up. haha. talked about ghosts, XXX & girls' gossips. haha. then went to mac. okay. the guys had so much more to talk than us. hah! =X
after that, was dragged down to CHEC by shortie valarie. then came back to green. then we were at LJS when we saw this woman there, staring at her own reflection for like so long!
she was smiling, frowning & then kissing at her own reflection. so we were guessing that she's kissing one of the guy's reflection. haha! so scary. & val apparently knows alot about her. cos she used to do community work at that place. oh well. she was still staring at herself after we left.
okay. i just read the taiwan news and it says that Edison will quit from the entertainment industry! oh man, such a pity. can't get to watch his movies anymore but i guess he'll return sooner or later lah. (: i'm going to sleep now, this is a perfect time to sleep till tmr afternoon. haha! goodnights.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 6:15 PM )
♥ Thursday, February 21, 2008♥
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tired. =/ slept till 3plus today until jiki woke me up. haha. suprise that my mum didn't wake me up though. and then she's complaining of my late nights out, and saying which ghost that i offended that i can't seemed to stay at home. or did i get her wrong meaning? yeah, whatever. haha. it's bored at home.so a few nights ago, we played counter strike, and it's my first time playing. haha. then i kept getting killed. it's so funny lah. and then the game can get addictive. =D & then ytd, linny told me some stupid stupid things. ohgod, now i don't know what to do. i thought it was already past tense and then now, it came back alrdy. anyway, i was so bored at home ytd & i downloaded Diner Dash into my com. haha. i think the psp version is much nicer. (:
still fretting over my results and trying to get into a poly. & i wonder if s'pore gvt is trying to kill us. killing our minds of studies. now, it's like damn hard to get into poly. and i wished i could just study private, but the degree is so ex. any ways to study private diploma then get into local university? =/
ok, today's entry is boring. cos nothing interesting happens in my life. tmr's baolai's birthday. another 18years old. haha.
i'm glad i had you here with me, through all my ups & downs.
( 4:38 PM )
♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008♥
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突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可委屈却没有人诉说
夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和舍不得 又无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友还是你 依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我你会想到什么
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today was pissed off. so many ppl put my aeroplane. but tricia & kelly was okay. at least met up at night. oh well. went to block 24 to find amy. and we talked abt everything unde the sun. yeah, it's sun this time round. haha.
and yesterday, i was saying that i won't sleep. but i just dozed off with my hand supporting my chin, the other hand on the mouse & my mum screamed at me. haha! then no choice, went to sleep. mum woke me up at 7plus in the evening for dinner. then i went to sleep again. yeah, i'm gonna die of fat fat fat! haha! then i pop in a flu tablet, just in case i can't slp. and then i fell alseep again. and i swear i lost count of the no. of times i woke up in the middle of the night. it just got so warm suddenly when my room temperature was 20degrees celsius.hope this isn't a sign of getting sick. haha.
back to the main subject. met up with amy, crapped & crapped. and we agreed on another crapping session. hahah.
then i went compass to look for present for baolai. & idiotic me dunno how to tell lies. haha. then settled down for guess perfume for him. tricia was with me this time round, and we crapped also. haha. then went up to kelly hse play mahjong. and her mum was saying i'm chatty today, not the ladylike image that i gave her the previous times! hahah! then they were saying that gambling made my real personality came out lol! and i won okay.
AMY CHUA, LOOK AT THIS. I WON $$$ WITH THE METHOD I TOLD YOU. hahaha.
yeahyeahyeah. so long. goodbye.
( 11:59 PM )
♥ Monday, February 18, 2008♥
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superrrrrrrrrrrrr tired now. could just lie on the bed & sleep.but i'm gonna hold on till night time then sleep. because i don't wanna wake up in the middle of the night & can't get to slp. blah.
so ytd, didn't sleep a wink. and we began gambling. after gambling, we got so bored to tears and we decided to see our love lives through cards. and the fortune teller is me! okay. so the girls were claiming that i'm bull-shitting, but some stuffs are damn accurate okay. then after trying multiple times, we had nothing to play again. haha. so we took out 4aces and played another game. *secret* ha! eventually, we downgraded to the memory game that we played during our childhood.
then came a magician to entertain us. but he was so irritated by our voices. keep calling us to keep quiet.
& i don't know why we were like high on drugs early in the morning. must be due to the lack of sleep. it must be. shermin & valarie are singing in eerie high-pitched voices. haha. wait till they see this. =X
met up with everybody at 8plus. then drag until super long. everyone was so tired & moodless. hope everything turns out fine for them. =/
( 1:38 PM )
♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008♥
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went to watch Jumper yesterday.
it was a super nice show! or is it because there's a hunk in there? hahaha! there's this part where he turns into an adult 8years later in his New York home. and then he just go zoom zoom zoom in his house. & his house is gorgeous! with all those photos of places he'e been to.
If i've got that skill, i'd go touring around the world. and then i don't have to study, i can just rob the bank & the money could last me a lifetime. hahah!
so after the show, we girls turned crazy. we asked jiawen and alex to try 'jumping'. then i told valarie that i'll give her LV stuffs as gifts for all her birthdays, if i got that skill. lol! then we were discussing that how good it is if our boyfriend got that kind of skill. haha.
anyway, shermin tried to jump into that starhub shop but failed. so it was probably because she didn't focus enough. hah! and the gorgeous guy who acted in Jumper is Hayden Christensen! he looks so smart and cool. lol. & he's gonna have a new movie, Awake. which is gonna be out on 20th march.
back to real life! so after the movie, we went back to hg. sat at joe's corner and talked & talked and talked about the recent things that's been happening.. then went home at 3plus.
Labels: MOVIE
( 4:42 PM )
♥ Friday, February 15, 2008♥
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The Bottom Line
the super cute toy! ((:
that's how I spent my Valentine's Day. boring right? sigh! haha. i'm gonna have no Valentine until i'm 21years old. hahah. this is a joke i told tricia & linny ytd. laughs.
A friend has been walking on wild side a bit too long -- ask them about it today.
In Detail
In Detail
A friend or family member has been walking on the wild side a bit too long, and today you might hear about something that causes you some concern. Instead of taking a 'live and let live' attitude, you should talk to them and find out what is going on. Steer clear of judging them -- you don't really know what is going on, and would you want them to judge you? Just put out some feelers and ask some probing questions. If anyone can get to the bottom of it, it's you.
so i'm gonna be a big detective today! ha ha ha... =.="
okay, so yesterday was Valentine's Day. went to the movies with BaoLai. poor us leh, no valentine. hah! then watched CJ7. the show was alright. got some super funny parts. but was so tired when i heard the china voice from the movie. haha. the toy is so cute lah! i'm gonna buy 1 if they're gonna make it into a toy & sell. hahah.
then i was actually on my way to compass, but linny called. so met up with her at hg mall. then we went to sengkang to meet up with my long time no see darling, TRICIA! lol. then we slacked & slacked. talked about everything under the sun moon. haha. then Ah Kun came to find us for a while. after that, we went off to hg plaza to meet up with all the couples. lol. plus singles. then played pool with linny. slacked, home.
the super cute toy! ((:& we had a big laugh when this big 'child' came out. lol.
that's how I spent my Valentine's Day. boring right? sigh! haha. i'm gonna have no Valentine until i'm 21years old. hahah. this is a joke i told tricia & linny ytd. laughs. Labels: MOVIE, Valentine's Day.
( 5:18 PM )
♥ Thursday, February 14, 2008♥
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.
to all lovers? haha. actually had plans today. then dunno who to accompany. then now like no more programs. =/ super bored!! ytd went out after midnight. to discuss some stuffs.
problems arising. am i about to lose another friend? i hope not. yesterday stuffs, made me realise how realistic life is.
upset; but there's nothing i can do about it. more conflicts between friends. :(
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's destiny
The best things in life, they're free
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
nothing ever changes.
Labels: Valentine's Day.
( 12:15 PM )
♥ Tuesday, February 12, 2008♥
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was out at bedok ytd cause of valarie again. nothing good. sinners during new year.sok, sher, val lost much hair. haha. but i'm alright. no scratches whatsoever. haha!
then was mahjong at baolai's house. home; sleep.
today=boring day. have been wanting to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd. but also nv watch until. sigh. then now, i'm down with sore throat & flu. :( how bad could it be.
i've been thinking alot of the past. some asked me why i can still behave normally after all these things. i dunno either. i never knew i could pretend as if nothing had happened. now, it seems like the volcano is gonna erupt. sarcasm hidden in words.
whose fault was it in the first place? those words you told me, got rid of all the guilt i've had in my heart in the first place. i bet you had none of it at all, from the past till now. you're living in your own happy little world; you thought would last forever, even without us. so let things & thinkings remain this way. there's no need for explanations.
now, bury me in memories.
( 4:53 PM )
♥ Monday, February 11, 2008♥
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today's the fifth day of CNY and i'm nt done with my new year visiting. HAHA.
super irritated with a spree-er. ordered a dress online & she told me to transfer her postage fee. then after new year, tell me my dress out of stock. bastard. super irresponsible. & i like that dress lah! grr.
super irritated with a spree-er. ordered a dress online & she told me to transfer her postage fee. then after new year, tell me my dress out of stock. bastard. super irresponsible. & i like that dress lah! grr.
9th Feb '08; Saturday.
went my uncle's house in Woodlands. then gambled for the whole afternoon. then went back at 7plus. went to Lulu's house. lost bucks in mahjong. Lu's mum is too powerful alrdy. hahaha. then after that, we went hougang mall's mac eat. then sher and me all the way pretending to be couple disturb Alex and Val. lame. all of us went deposit money after that. then went home. haha.
10th Feb '08; Sunday.
went sher's house. then slack & talked there. photos photos.
Labels: chinese new year
( 2:18 PM )
♥ Friday, February 8, 2008♥
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i've been great sinner today. to the extent that i feel i'm such a meanie. got into 1 of my bad mood days and started scolding whoever that i'm nt happy with. shouldn't been doing that since it's the 2nd day of new year. sigh. i hope my temper will change for the better in 2008. quite a late new year resolution eh.ytd was at plaza waiting for them to finish playing billard. then went baolai's hse to gamble. won small cash. & lost them today. chey.
wondering if i should go watch a movie later on. haven't been getting enough sleep. and & didn't sleep well too. i miss my room & my bed. cos grandma's staying here for a few days and i let her sleep in my room. sigh.
tmr got photoshoot. very reluctant to go. since i have a small family gathering at woodlands. & mum's not being very happy also. completely no mood do anything.
Labels: chinese new year
( 5:40 PM )
♥ Thursday, February 7, 2008♥
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3 things i dislike about CNY:- those naggings/pesterings that i get from my unwed small aunt.
- the fact that i've got to go to so many places in newyear clothings. (if the weather is like Genting, I'm nt complaining. (:)
- not enough sleep.
people, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (:
okay. not so happy afterall for me.
so my aunt was nagging non-stop since ytd. ytd was reunion dinner. stuffed to death. and then she asked me to be air stewardess if i can't study. bullshit. who said i can't study. this year o's was just an accident. and none of my direct family members are like university graduates lor. so want me to inherit whose genes? haha. then said that i can't get into poly if i can't pass maths. times have changed, auntie. blah. my mood is always spoiled by her lah. okay. maybe i shouldn't be so mean since it's CNY. can't help it. if only she knew how to keep her words to herself. so i was telling sher last night, 1 day if i'm like famous, i'll write a book and name those ppl who despise me. HAHAH!
this morning went church, & to my suprise, i saw kahsiang. haha. he's my pepperlunch colleague! the tallest one. lol.
so ytd met up with my girls. small gamble and after so long. i lost 2bucks. all so bo liao la. and i kept being disturbed by big big dogs. so scary. last time the dog is still so small, can sleep in my lap. now, i think it's at my waist when standing up. haha. nothing much to say. Hope this year faster pass. those born in the year of horse very suay! don't do evil deeds okay! (:
Labels: chinese new year
( 10:48 AM )
♥ Tuesday, February 5, 2008♥
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hello blog. i'm beginning to hate chinese new year.
all these packing & cleaning up is turning me crazy.
okay. not so if there weren't ppl bugging me to clean up my room.
i don't see how untidy my room is.
tsk.
finally got my phone yesterday. waited for almost 2 hours for it. damn the shop.
then after getting it, i realise i love my N80 more. boo.
i'm gonna have it fixed soon.
i need a job badly lah. :(
& i realise PSP slim only needs $250. hahah.
i'm so gonna buy the red one.
let's hope i will get more angbaos this year.
then after getting my phone. met up with shermin & friends.
then went kovan. ate my dinner/supper there. jiki came also. (:
then while waiting for cab, saw eugene & he drove me back! haha!
i think he's changed quite alot.
3rd Feb 08~4 Feb 08
so for the whole night, we were at hg plaza, waiting for the birthday boy, JiaWen to come back from the movies with sok.after they came back, we still didn't go to eat all these. then at 2 or 3am plus, brought in the cake while they were gambling. hhaha.
jiawen was very embarrased. lol. then we went to Geylang to eat frog porridge. but i didn't eat since i had my dinner at green alrdy. then everything also don't have. haha. and they made fun of the auntie.
auntie: the cook just left already. no choice. cannot come back liao.
us: then we all also go lor. no choice.
auntie: cannot cannot!
us: why cannot? we also no choice. nothing eat.
auntie: aiyo. don't like that la.
and then blah blah blah. the auntie was very helpless. haha! then alex even suggest that after we eat finish, he walk off first. then tell the anutie we no money pay cos our friend go liao. then say no choice. cannot come back liao. hahah. after eating, i went home and some of them went to continue their celebration.
tomorrow is reunion's dinner. crap. i don't think i can't stand my small's aunt naggings. i think i'm just gonna finish all my food as fast as i can! then run out of the house. hahahah!
photos for the past few days.
Labels: chinese new year
( 4:01 PM )
♥ Friday, February 1, 2008♥
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yesterday was photoshoot early in the morning with fidel & shirley. was so so tired. then shoot till night. walked to places to places with our heavy bags. then while we were taking sunset solo photos, we kept teasing each other lah. haha. fidel laughed at the slightest stuffs. and then fidel made shirley laughed by taking her dress, put over her head & run. then shirley & fidel ran to each other like those indie movies. so drama. got lots of photos to upload. but nt at home now. so shall upload them at the next post. haha.then met sok & the rest at hg plaza. cos she's working. nothing much to update lately.
i need a new phone. i want my laptop & psp. haha!
Labels: photoshoot
( 11:30 PM )
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