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Monday, January 28, 2008♥


vivo with shirley & fidel. the photographer drove us there to look for dress for fidel. haha. rushed everything in half an hour caos it was kinda last minute
and we saw Flintstone a.k.a desmond at vivo. haha. joked ard with him. then we left to town. ate kobayashi. then went Paragon but Gucci shop was alrdy closed.
that's all for today. byebye.


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Sunday, January 27, 2008♥


met up with Fidel at Parkway Parade. shopped around, gossipped. haha. it's been so long since we last met. then we sat down & ate Auntie's Anne. haha! anyways, it was fun. we always had alot to talk about. =D then i accompanied her to the photoshoot. after that, cabbed tgth. she went home while i went to Yishun, Kelly's bro wedding.

let the photos do the talking.


i'll be the reason for your pain;
& you can put the blame on me.

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( 11:59 PM )


Saturday, January 26, 2008♥


bugis with sok, sher, val, jiaen, jiawen, peiwah. didn't really have the mood to shop but alrdy promised them.
yup. then touble trouble. then no mood shop. everything in a rush and was really bad-tempered. due to lack of sleep. sorry. bought a white bucket bag. returned to hg. sok working. then had sushi for dinner. went home. came out agn. nothing much. i'm still fretting over my results.

& no one was really there when i needed someone.

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( 11:34 PM )


Friday, January 25, 2008♥


screwed my o's.
am gonna be so busy appealing for schools. shithead.
but my girls cheered me up ytd.
hais.
met up with them in the late night.

and gosh, enaye met with eerie stuffs on her way home. she's scared stiff.
and me, i'll be busy going to different schools. =/

Together,
Within a smudge of blue, I walk the footpath.
Together,
With only ourselves in a group, we are content.
Together,
We talk about the important things of our lives.
Together,
We are somehow complete, needing no-one else.
Together,
We hear the voice behind us, interrupting our private world.
Together,
As if one person, we glance back, seeing the face that spoke.
Together,
We try to accommodate the person, losing the closeness we had.
Together,
The conversation we make is of mindless events.
Together no longer,
We become smatters of blue that once made a beautiful smudge.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008♥


was out at hg mall/plaza the whole evening/night ytd. hohos. then enaye came back from her lessons. and we talked loads of rubbish. &&& i told everybody about my nightmare. haha!

shermin is so sweet man. she knew that i'm damn worried about my results and sent a message to encourage me & cheer me up. hahs.

less than 2 more hours before i meet my doom.
wish me luck, darlings.


All I can do now,
Is remember how things were.
The good times, not the bad times,
Which caused my heart to stir.


( 12:06 PM )


Wednesday, January 23, 2008♥


this morning was awoke by nightmare. haha.
i dreamt that i got F9 for maths. & it's like i got only 15 marks for the whole paper? so scary. now, i wish dreams are the opposite of reality. heh.

then ytd went town with shermin& friends. haha. then saw valarie, and left with them to kovan. then left them awhile later. then met up with sok, go hg plaza find val they all. nothing much. new bag& new clothes. yippee.
super scared for my results which is gonna be out tmr. let's just pray i'll get at least a C6 for my maths. no F9 please. or i can really die. tsk tsk.
blah. byebye. let's wait for my good news tmr. sigh.


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Monday, January 21, 2008♥


went repair my phone. but didn't get it done. then went home. at night met baolai& jiawen at mall. wanted to eat kfc. gg back sit down le, but valarie came & asked us to eat upstairs. then she poured pepsi on our chicken. oh dots. haha.then baolai was pissed off. i thought she wanted us to acc her to eat food court but she treated us to sushi. how cute of her huh. then she paid, left w/o wating. then after eating, went down plaza, waited for sok etc to come back. then home sweet home. (:

it's been so long i posted pictures! no life. =/
& results are gonna be out this thurs. oh god. save me man.


( 11:49 PM )


Sunday, January 20, 2008♥

☆ jolene's birthday.

super bored. super irritated.

today, shld be staying at home for the whole day. imagine it. i'm going crazy soon. ha. ytd went down Bugis with Steph & Lydia. shopping for lydia's clothes. thank god it was over quite fast. then she treated us to lunch. haha. great. then i met with sok, jiawen, val & alex at bugis. then said goodbyes to Steph& Lydia. went Golden Landmark. JiaEn & PeiHwa came. then cabbed down to Serangoon Gardens, Fantasie for Jolene's b'day celebration.

was a total mess. jolene got dead drunk when she knew that her love was in love with her close friend. how pathetic. & apparently, we were the ones who told her, cos it's for her own good alright. she doesn't have to be silly like a fool. anyway, she practically drunk from the whole bottle of martell, no coke/green tea to go along with it. wow. i haven't tried that yet. imagine how your throat is gonna feel. burning sensation?
i'll tell you ppl how that feels when i've got the mood to drink like that. (: anyway, it was supposed to be a happy occassion but she was bawling her eyes out, and attempting to finish the whole bottle of martell. so we tried to make her sleep on the sofa, but she kept standing up & falling to the ground and we got no strength. the guys didn't help! then we left her there and went outside. then the guys called us in & said she vomitted. then we went in, saw that her jacket were stained with vomit. *ugh* then she's practically swimming in her vomit. and when she tried to stand up, all of us siam!
hahaha! damn practical la. tried to pull her outside to wash up halfway, we pulled her back in the room and washed her up there. (the guys were outside) then val gave her new clothes to wear. had a hard time changing for her. & she's damn dirty. then we left her to lie on the sofa and went out of fantasie to talk.
then not long later, we were told that she vomitted again & she used her vomit to rub on her face! eeeeeeeee. omg. then we left her to her friends. completely no strength to do anything else. she just looked like some stupid alcoholic.

okk. went down hg plaza. sok was working. haha. and it was fun working in woodball. if only they needed more ppl hur! then ate sushi, crapped. went home at 10plus. then met baolai & went down find sok. she's damn busy and kept asking me how much is the change. lol. anyway, there's alot of ppl in woodball. and we were like joking among ourselves, saying it's because there's 4girls at the counter. lol!

i wanna watch The House & Body #19! shall ask Lydia&co to watch Body#19 with me. & sok&co to watch The House. =D



We prayed together our friendship forever,
and always would stay the same,
but time has passed, only memories last,
and little friendship remains.

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( 7:13 PM )


Friday, January 18, 2008♥


ytd was JiaEn's birthday. headed now to Pasir Ris chalet with Jia Wen. Had lots of fun over there. haha. watched horror Thai movies. then when everybody was watching, i asked them if it was horror or porn. hahah! cause it was all pole dancing etc. then they laughed but didn't reply me. anyway, to confirm that we weren't doing anything naughty, it was a horror movie, The Possession. Boring. and we changed show to Sinking of Japan. didn't watch finish then changed to Final Call. haha. & i didn't know i watched that show before. lol. went home around 2 like that. reached home damn fast. haha.

then some things repeated. i'm not sure what i reallly want. guess i'm not ready to commit myself yet. and i really feel guilty and stuffs. i don't know what to do now. =/ seriously, there's like no one i can talk to.
anyways, results are most probably coming out next week. oh man. ytd, baolai just said he wondered why those who studied are always afraid of failing. then what about those who didn't? wait to die? haha! if i fail, i bet i'll be faced with naggings everyday. and then there goes my laptop(which is ready for collection). haha. then i'll work on new year. forget the angbaos. =]

i'm getting out of point. shall go off now. byebye.

我不配


( 5:05 PM )


Tuesday, January 15, 2008♥


okk. i'm thinking of job-hopping. this job is so much worse than the previous ones i had before.

i'm dreading work. haha! those ppl are nice but i can't stand the work. just imagine, in the past, it's us who were telling those newbies to work & now it's the other way round. haha.

what goes around comes around.

i'm being so hot-tempered lately. it's not regarding any friends. but actually an ex-friend. or i've nv treated her like a friend before. seeing those underhand means she could use just to her benefit. slut. okkkkkk. shouldn't say anymore. don't want this entry to be full of vulgarities. haha.
i'm just thinking if i had a chance, the first thing i'll do is to knock off her bunny teeth. while serene wanted to scrub her face clean to see her 'true face'. since she doesn't leave home w/o makeup. haha! & maybe i'll hire a hitman. it's just her i'm so angry abt. all those fake friends sticking to you and she's friendless w/o us and she still dared to backstab us. HA HA HA. =S

so so so. i'm not gg work tmr. have been waking up at 6am for the past 2days. i need sleep. and i want a new job. ok. so MR. QUAH sent me a new email a few days ago. it was so hilarious & irritating. i hope Mr. Quah doesn't see this eh. haha!



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1. Which student seems to appear tired / sleepy?
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3. Which ones are the female twins?
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5. Which one is the teacher?
Good Luck!


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I guess you are not going either.

hahah! isn't it irritating? those who are real serious abt this would have cursed and smashed the computer screen after seeing this. oh well. i'm just being bored so i thought i could put this up for some humour. so long.

byebye.

& you had me at the crossroads once again.



( 7:34 PM )


Monday, January 14, 2008♥


haha! i was just browsing through YouTube & for the sake of boredom, i typed in chij sjc. and then i saw those Click5 videos when they had a suprise visit to our school.
ok, although i don't know who they are(until now), i think they're kinda hot to make sjc-ians go oogling over them. & my point is, that's so unfair! when we graduating classes are squeezing our brain juices at home, the others are drooling over the hot guys! haha!
anyway, this post is kind of random so i'm just like talking nonsense. but anyway, we got Click5 poster on our prom night. maybe they should have gave us a suprise visit on PROM. haha! and i'm still wondering, of so many schools in s'pore, why did they pick SJC? funny huh. ha. then in this video, it's like we see our girls practically throwing themselves at them. haha. i bet if spiccey was there, she would have stolen wet kisses. haha! and this is the video when they made their grand entrance. =D & it's from Channel 5 okay! the anchorwoman said Click5 is one of the most popular band in the world! why didn't i go to school that day?! SIGH!

Click 5; grand entrance.

then this video is the one we see our ah beng chinese teacher, Mr. Sim & our school's most handsome teacher, Mr Seng. haha! I think Mr. Sim must be real happy to be captured on screen and then shown on youtube. he's gonna be famous! somehow, i'm wondering, is he trying to be a human barrier and stop our girls from jumping onto the guys? =X haha!

Click 5; exit

&& i also found this video posted by aiting. haha. it's teachers' day performance 07. & this is dance is by our awesome classmates. their appearance and dance is cool huh! needless to say, those loud screams were from US. =D

5A DANCE 07

i miss school. though i know even if we're schooling right now, we would have skipped most of the classes/schooldays. blah. but that's where the fun lies right? haha. then we would have overslept in the morning then continue slping in kelly's house. then have curry instant noodles plus 2 crabsticks. haha! that's the standard food we ate everytime. =X after that climbed into school or act like we're some over-aged lower secondary students and say whatever reasons that can be said that day. haha! school's life over. =/

went for work this morning. time passed by quite fast. (:
again, think of the money, don't think of the work. &&&&&&&&& we saw Chen Han Wei again! eating at the place we're working in. haha! & stupid serene was like telling us, she thinks that she's fated to meet him. cause we saw him at town that other day too. & she wanted to go up and ask him if he remembered her (cos she took photo with her). but i told her to stop looking at him like some love-sick fool cause he didn't even bother to cast a second look at her. hahaha!

that's all for today. working life sucks. i miss school. :(

these memories are playing like a film without sound,
& i keep thinking of the night in june.

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( 5:01 PM )


Sunday, January 13, 2008♥


big big rain. bored bored bored.
just now, thunder so loud. i think my house phone is now spoilt, or still scared from the thunder.
having headache now. probably didn't sleep well last night.

going work tmr. working the morning shift. thank god. mornings are easier to get by. was going through my older posts. feel that my life is so fucked up. my thinkings have changed, i think. friends come & go. maybe it's time to move on.
there's no point in caring for a friend when she doesn't even bother to reply you, i guess. maybe it's just me, being thick-skinned huh. pointless to keep it this way.
mum's right. i can't be so dependent. i can't be like that when i'm out in the working society and whatever shit.

byebye. gotta wake up early for work tmr. so i better rely on my flu medicine this time. no more risks. ha.

Somehow someway I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose


( 7:20 PM )


Saturday, January 12, 2008♥


I NEED SLEEP! #%$%&$*^#^%

rah. slept for 2hours last night. woke up at 6am this morning. ok. the reason why i couldn't sleep is because i was fretting over my results again! i thought abt my future. thought about where i'm gonna go if i ever graduate with a nice 'o' level cert. & then of course, what the hell i'm gonna do if i fail. thn i got all confused and upset & conclusion: can't sleep. called baolai in the middle of the night and he was saying don't worry. ha!

then morning went to work. i'm like a walking zombie. imagine how i managed to survive the 5 hours of work. ok. then i met this eerie, pervertic man while i was giving out flyers at the doorstep of the shop. yucks. when i gave him the flyer, he was like looking at me and arching his eyebrows. then i was feeling so sick alrdy. omg. i mean, he's short, with all those golden hair. like mountain top ahbeng or rather, wannabe ahbeng. and those tattoos on his arm... ok. so nvm, he walked away and he was like turning back to look at i-dunno-what. so i just ignored him and hoped that no more such ppl appear. then a few hours later, he appeared again. and i was outside. saw him but pretended not to and he was looking at me & using his tongue to make a 'click' sound in his mouth. YUCKS! ok. so i was freaked out and just walked away...fast.

then another group of ppl came, i supposed they're working in another branch. and i'm not trying to be mean. but they are such cheena babarians. just felt like giving them a punch in their face. lowly creatures. made me lose all mood for work. BOO! serene said that i suffered during work. =( forget it.

& then was shopping with BaoLai at bugis. i swear my legs almost got cramps. ha! then serene & tricia were like slacking all the way. and time seemed to pass by so slowly.
so after sitting at Starbucks waiting for tricia & serene to knock off, we went to Dhoby's Fish&Co for dinner (w/o tricia). haha! fatfatfat. baolai's treat. and i'm damn unlucky. forgot to bring my wallet but i didn't realize it. yeah. stupid. then cabbed home and i paid $5. haha. cause that's how much i found in my bag. =/

so ytd night had a hyper time with my princess& her prince consort, serene, tricia & jiqing. hah! cause jiqing bought 2chicken wings & french fries from this western stall. then they gave chilli sauce. then princess wanted ketchup, so she went to the stall and got herself 3 packets of ketchup. then the auntie practically snatched the ketchup back & asked princess what she bought. after saying, she gave her 1packet of ketchup & her reaction was like, '1packet eat what?' so the stingy cheena woman gave her another packet. so so so stingy!

haha. then tricia went to try next. cause we thought the cheena woman won't know. she took a few packets of ketchup and the auntie was like saying,

cheena woman: eh..why you take so many?
tricia: huh? i got buy, i got buy.
cheena woman: i also know! you all only buy $3, want eat how many packets ketchup?
tricia: huh? siao!
cheena woman: siao!

such poor attitude. then tricia walked off in a huff! haha. it was so funny. cause the whole converstaion was in chinese, and tricia was practically fuming when she came back. then the stingy cheena woman keep peeking at our direction! haha. then serene came. & she didn't know anything. so we signaled to her to take ketchup for us before walking over to our table. then we were like laughing like crazy when serene went to take. but obviously, she didn't succeed. haha! the stingy woman wants her to pay. so we were planning all sorts of revenge, like:
  1. throwing bones into her oil
  2. throwing plastic straws into her oil
  3. buy a bottle of ketchup and pour it on the floor in front of her stall
  4. take the extra packets back to her and demand money from her
  5. grab a handul of sauces and run!

haha. in the end, we settled for something more low-profile. lol. kelly dropped the opened ketchup onto the floor near their stall & tricia stepped on it. worse is, nothing came out. so serene stepped on it next and said kelly threw it too far, and she couldn't step on it. haha! but somehow, they managed to pull the packet out and step on it. so yeah, our purpose was to dirty their stall.

yes, childish. but fun for a bunch of listless teenagers who didn't have anything to do at night. haha! oh, we even arranged to jump off the HDB opp our school if we fail our exams. haha. jiqing will jump from the 1st floor & me, the 2nd. haha. makes no sense at all.



( 7:39 PM )


Friday, January 11, 2008♥


okk. i'm rotting at home agn today. but tonight will be meeting princess at my house downstairs. with jiqing, i guess.
guess what i heard. 'O's results are gonna be out most prolly before 23rd. the previous i heard is before 25th.
ohhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i think i'm just gonna faint or have a heart attack on the day we collect our results. i'm seriously seriously scared! can't they let us have a peaceful Chinese New Year? I bet for all those parents, it's either bragging or scolding their child during visits. comparisons! sheesh. if i fail or whatever, i'm gonna stay at home. yes. forget abt all those red packets. maybe i'll work. ((:
let's calm myself down by telling a 'logic' i have been telling ppl. ha!

i've already gotten A1 for chinese. and for the rest of the 4 subs, i can't be that unlucky to get all 5 or 6 right? yeah. some kind ppl will tell me, 'no la, you won't be that unlucky. will do better than that.'
while those idiots ones say, 'very hard to say. maybe you get all F9, you also like that.' okay, they're just being truthful. =/

:( i'm thinkin of these 2 possibilities. if i really got nowhere to go, maybe I'll settle down for MI. but the journey is seriously very very torturing. :( i think it's hard to get into my ideal course if i get 19 or what. but i'm not complaining. rather than get 20plus or 30! *faints*

i dreamt of my long-awaited laptop last night. =/

yeahyeah. dream on. i wonder how long more do i have to wait for steph's uncle to help me order it. =(

ytd, tricia came over to my house for dinner after we went to mall. then decided to go mall again. haha. then tricia went home & i went to meet jiki at my house downstairs. walked alot ytd. working tmr. first day of work. =/ and i gotta wake up at 6am...
don't think of the work, think of the money. haha!


( 6:06 PM )


Thursday, January 10, 2008♥


bored. found a job already. (:
later will be meeting tricia at mall.
ytd rotted at home.
results coming soon. scared&stressed. serene says i'll do better than 20.
let's hope so.

went touring in yaojun's dad car 2days ago. it was fun.
rainy night.
old changi hospital.
obviously, we didn't have the guts & umbrellas to get off.
keep glancing at the rearview mirror to see if there's anybody wearing a yellow raincoat.
nope.
then we changed the driver to no license one. ha!
punggol to search for the kampong house with a friendly angmoh.
got out of car and saw 7-8 dogs crossing the road.
faster pushed tricia in. haha.
obviously, can't find the house& the friendly angmoh.
cause we're at the MRT station, isn't it ironic to see a kampong house near the MRT?
so out of place.
yeah.
still raining when we left punggol.

great.
my blogskin is ruined.
so i have to settle down for this one until i come back from hg mall. =/


( 2:22 PM )


Tuesday, January 8, 2008♥


currently at princess' place now. haha. slacking. just now went Vivo for interview & then People's Park walk walk. then Kovan with Serene.

Ytd was at Bugis with Serene. Bought new year clothes. then cabbed back ave3. met up with Tricia. slacked awhile then home.

today was supposed to go class barbeque. but was not feeling that well. then alot of my close friends not going. so yup. shall go repair my phone soon. sick of the spoilt phone. boo!


( 9:31 PM )


Sunday, January 6, 2008♥


i'm tired now.
slept at 7am and woke up at 2plus. to be exact, it's yesterday. ha. mum woke up at 6am and i was packing my room. then went into the kitchen to wash up and prepare for bed but she asked me to use the egg beater to mix those stuffs for her. cos she gg out to buy stuffs. what a healthy life my mum leads. haha. then my auntie was shocked to see me at this hour and she looked at the clock and asked me if it's 1am in the morning. haha!
then met up with serene, tricia, kelly& persis at gardens in the aftrrnn
then headed to plaza meet up with yj & co. saw sher & yetlim. ((: then go yj hse for steamboat. haha. bloated after the meal. and i think i ate something wrong. must be the fish! then slacked at her house for awhile and just came back at 12plus.
lazy upload photos. nights!

class chalet is on the 8th this month! yesss! just to remind myself by posting this here. miss my class loads. (:


( 12:30 AM )


Friday, January 4, 2008♥


just came back home. met up serene in the afternn go have lunch. then mall meet jiki. tricia came also. then went ave3 there. nothing much.
then ytd serene came my house watch shows. night time, conflicts conflicts. leopard never chnnges its spots.

since there's nothing to say, shall talk abt my life. i've got tons of storybooks lately. haha.
  • The Chalet Girl
  • Spirit Willing, Flesh Weak
  • Hex & the Single Girl
  • A Girl's Guide to Vampires
  • Forget about it

all have romance inside. plus vampire, witches & fake psychic. and they are all from the little black dress series except the vampires one. ((: more nighttime stories. i wanna search for more vampire stories.. witches will be fine too. haha. Chinese New Year is coming in a month. lazy to shop for clothes. i think i'll just buy a set for the first day of CNY. then that's it. shooping for the right clothes is such a chore, i think. hah!

i'm jobless! it's time to get a job, after resting for so long. heard that results are gonna be out at the end of this month. god, what am i gonna do about it?



( 11:56 PM )


Thursday, January 3, 2008♥

☆ FCUK.

town ytd. then at night fishing at punggol park.




super pissed off now. family again.
am i always the source of problems? why do you keep looking for me whenever things go wrong. fcuk. do you even care abt how i feel or not? what if it wasn't my fault. obviously, it wasn't this time round. and many previous times when i was being accused wrongly.

tell me, why do i have to come home early everyday and face this damn home. sick and tired of all these accusations. i hate this.


( 3:09 PM )


Wednesday, January 2, 2008♥


ytd was out fishing at pasir ris. then dinner at kovan with mum & aunts. then block 20 with tricia etc.
pictures pictures.
2007:
2008 madness:
look at our fingers. ((:

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( 1:53 PM )


Tuesday, January 1, 2008♥



HAPPY NEW YEAR; 2008

let's hope it's really gonna be a happy year.
so much unhappiness in 2007. be it friendship or obviously, studies.
new year; new beginning. let's hope this year will be good.

went Lau Pat Sat for dinner/supper with Tricia, YaoJun, Sarah, Serene, JinTing & co. had stingray! ((: then we were clueless of where to go next. can't see the fireworks as there's a tall building in front of us. boo!
then i was like saying, wanna go faster go, if nt MRT sure gt alot of ppl. lol. then we like half-ran there. lol! then serene was trying to be funny. when the train arrived, she pretended to rush inside, head fast. then this Indian man in front of serene was like shocked but thought that her actions were funny. haha!
then when we got off the train, on the way to the purple line, stupid her pretended to be in a rush and ran past the Indian, almost knocking him. & he was like laughing. mayb he thought serene was crazy. haha! then we were like running to the purple line. & everybody was swaeting like crazy. & we behaved absolutely like kiasu singaporeans. lol!

went back hougang, slack. and i just reach home. -.-" pictures will be up in the next post!

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