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♥ Monday, June 30, 2008♥
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SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN.oh man.
euro is over.
back to normal & plain life.
i'm so tired now.
have been sleeping at 4-5am everyday but woke up at 2plus.
lack of sleeeeeeeeep!
wednesday will be jw's court alrdy.
oh man, can't wait for him to be out!
i'm seriously too tired to care abt stuffs that's been happening recently.
just let nature takes it course.
was chatting on the phone ytd with sok.
& both of us said something real terrible. hahahah!
fidel & my birthday is coming soooooooooo soooon!
heee. just hope that my salary will come this week.
i don't wanna be a broke birthday girl!!
might be celebrating my 18th at a pub.
i haven't officially invited anybody yet. prolly planning everything again after jw's court.
just hope he can make it out by 6th july. ((:
& went meet up with sok etc just nw.
went settle payments & eat my green bean soup again.
enaye came later on.
& we left for home at ard 11.
such a good girl. i think i'm turning in soon.
i have been having dreams everynight.
perhaps this is why i can't sleep well. :D
& can you all tag me? my tagboard is dying.
thank you very much. HAHAHAHAHHA!
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
( 11:35 PM )
♥ Sunday, June 29, 2008♥
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28th June 08:HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DESMOND. (:
meet up with Sok and youliang. then cabbed to bugis as youliang wanted to find jonathan.
then lunch-ed at this jap restaurant called MOF (ministry of food).
the food is nice! ((: & its youliang's treat.
sok's Sprite Float. look at the mess she created. lol.
lunch box?
after lunch, zhenyong came to meet us. & they went to this tattoo shop but we left for hg awhile later. ((:
linny came to meet us. then we went plaza to find the birthday boy. lulu, dixon & baolai came afterwards. then ard evening, zhenyong came to meet us also. it was super funny to fool ard with him. hahs.
vain girls. lol.
& on friday night, met up with hot babes at plaza. Then walked to ave8's mac to slack. & Sok came to meet us as well. Then went 684 to meet Hong An & Mac. Then hg park to slack.let the pictures do the talking! stole pictures from Shir's blog. :D
ah siao. hahahha! 
SPAIN/GERMANY tonight? *faints*
'This isn't about jealousy, this is about misplaced trust. You've been betrayed by your own friends before. You should know the feeling.'
( 4:04 PM )
♥ Friday, June 27, 2008♥
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SPAIN WON!hahahah.
okay. betted on 3 different type of stuffs and all won.
then all showed 'win win win'.
unlike that germany match, all 'lose lose lose'
hahahahs!
cleared my losses for germany match & won some back.
in the finals, i think i'm gg to support germany.
lol.
Sok & me were super sad when we saw David Villa leaving the field.
He seemed pissed off though. Then after Villa left, Torres left as well.
But Spain still did well!
it's my last day of school today & study week!
YES! & i haven't mention.
my birthday is coming~!
hahahahha.
bi was suggesting chocolate buffet at Fullerton. ((:
today after class, there's this super nice classmate of mine,
he's always smiling & says hello to me everytime. lol.
& he talked to me till we reached the school gate.
cos he gave afternn lesson a miss as well.
then he was like telling me, he lived in hougang,
& i was like 'Serious? Me too!'
& i found out 153 goes to my school & its only 40mins. heee.
obviously, i didn't know until he told me.
shall hop on this bus one of these days.
&& i finally saw future boyfriend/darling today!
she's still the same. (As handsome as always). lol.
& she still loves to say me. :D
The Bottom Line
Your opinions have extra weight right now, so be very careful how you voice them.
In Detail
Your opinions have extra weight right now, so be careful how you voice them. You tend to say things before you think, which is usually terrifically charming to all of the people around you. But today some new folks on the scene might not see the humor in your remarks, so be mindful of where you are when you are thinking of speaking out and taking a stand. Don't change your stance on the issues -- that's who you are. But you should change how vocal you are about them.
hahahah. i think my body, rather than opinions have extra weight.
i feel sooooooooooooooooooo obese now!
alright, i'm meeting my hot babes for our long-lost gossiping sessions.
shall try to get more pictures~!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
( 7:22 PM )
♥ Thursday, June 26, 2008♥
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okay.shermin tan was being irritating and woke me up.
called me for the first time & told me a lame joke.
and less than 5mins, she called & told me another one.
so i decided to wake up. :/ LOL.
yesterday's match was 'WOAH'.
hahahah.
like duh, i lost okay?
last night, met sok cos i wanna eat my green bean soup. (feel like eating it today as well. :D)
played com & billard with dixon?
obviously we lost. lol.
& 2nights ago, was looking through my old entries till 5am in the morning.
reminded me of unhappy memories.
& then when it reached march-may 08, almost every entry were happy,
cos lu was out.
i thought, things couldn't be any greater,
we're so happy back then.
& my life couldn't be any better.
i've got great friends, nt to forget there's someone who cares alot for me.
& now less than a month, *poof*.
everything's gone, like how you wake up from a sweet dream.
& now, my blog is flooded with unhappy memories again.
i really wonder why.
you don't seemed to know anything,
yet the one telling me the most is you.
SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN!
GO GO GO!
oh man. hope david villa save the world. :D
Labels: soccer
( 4:42 PM )
♥ Tuesday, June 24, 2008♥
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after school, went highlight my hair & stuffs.evening met up with Sok and went jw hse.
then at night, meet up with rongrong. hahs.
i've got motivation to study alrdy.
let's hope this isn't 三分钟热度 ! :D
pictures for yesterday & today!
& did i mention i lost my wallet but found it later.
dropped in the cinema.
damn lucky. :D
unfortunately, there wasn't any soccer matches last night. :x
i was forced to watch this show! okay. its pretty lame. no? very lame.
six-pecs driver!
entertaining myself with idiotic pics. since no one is doing stupid stuffs for me to snap. :Dleilei isn't bring very kind. :/
finally a decent one. :D
i think if you're here,
you wouldn't let me suffer all these misery.
you'll cheer me up & be my happy pill.
i miss your listening ears,
& that time when you chatted with me till i was home.
but we've all grown up, no longer the same as before.
why did i only think of you when i'm experiencing through hard times?
i'm so selfish.
( 11:59 PM )
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so we made the right choice in not giving stuff to people whom we dislike.go get one yourself if you're capable.
desperates.
HAHAH.
bloody hell.
okayy. enough of these nonsense.
if nt, this thing is nt gonna end simply.
if friendship can be replaced so easily, so be it.
went movies to amk hub with yaohao.
& got car. lol.
then went back plaza to meet the girls.
home after that. lazy to upload photos.
shall do so in the next entry.
nights. (:
( 1:07 AM )
♥ Sunday, June 22, 2008♥
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hungry hungry hungry!waiting for mum to fry my french toast. :D
luck hasn't been shining on me lately.
okay. so last night, i was having a real terrible headache,
& two calls woke me up in the morning, like 6-7am?
yeah, so friends were helping their new friends.
and so, they called me, the old friend for help.
HAHAHAH.
& did i utter nonsense? i can't rmb.
tonight is spain & italy.
okay. almost all my post has got something to do with soccer.
:D i support spain! but no, i'm nt gonna bet on it. HEE.
tmr is monday, oh man.
for those winning money, it'll be their happy day.
BUT-.
bi ah bi ah, must learn not to gamble too big!
might be gg to watch movie tmr.
hope there's car!
yay, then i won't have to take public transport.
i looked into the mirror yesterday and found out i'm obese.
pls dun scroll down if you think you'll get shocked by my photos.
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( 1:54 PM )
♥ Saturday, June 21, 2008♥
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this is all crap!my head is spinning, there's so much stuffs gg through my mind.
wtf. i think in the midst of my sleep,
everything that happened last night,
it was a nightmare.
didn't expect friendship to be so easily replaced.
didn't expect those few fucking words can save you from everything.
you just love to escape from reality.
face it.
you're no different from the rest.
i wonder why things will turn out this way.
i really miss the old times.
& you'll never be there when things go wrong.
i thought you will, but i was so wrong.
( 5:01 PM )
♥ Thursday, June 19, 2008♥
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SPAIN WON! hohohoho.
but sweden lost.what a disappointment.
but nvm, my big winner is Spain. (:
but nvm, my big winner is Spain. (:
Germany/ Portugal tonight?
guess i'll be choosing Germany.
hahahahah. i'm turning into a gambler.
shall not spoil my image.
gambling is addictive. :DD
life these few days have been okay,
except for those lil suprises we get here and there.
next week is last week of school & then 2weeks of study break.
& my birthday's coming!
((:
((:
but i think it's just gonna be another normal monday?
i'm feeling tired now. ):
might be meeting sher for dinner later on?
i think i'm getting obese, but the weighing machine says no?
there's school for the whole day tmr.
i'm staying for the whole day, i will!
& it's a friday tmr~
i love weekends, i hope we'll have something on tmr. ((:
i love weekends, i hope we'll have something on tmr. ((:
alright. my post is rather random.
i'll take funny photos soon. :D
germany germany germany!
Labels: soccer
( 7:03 PM )
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okk.this is like, wtf?
lies after lies.
can't you all just be honest?
yeah, go on and tell me she's a trans or whatever okay?
excuses excuses!
or are you all just unlucky to bump into me on my way home?
fuck it man.
don't try to hide or cover anything else.
thanks a bunch.
i wish u all would be honest FOR ONCE.
i'm just venting my anger here.
no worries.
i'm still alive & well.
SPAIN! please win!
( 4:08 AM )
♥ Wednesday, June 18, 2008♥
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went to school till 4pm today,like amazingly.
but i was late in the morning though,
couldn't wake up in time to wrap up my assignments.
finally assignments are done,
a load off my shoulder. ((:
Won in the soccer match ytd.
but only played small small. (:
lets nt be greedy.
i'm gg to invest my time in soccer tonight.
spain/greece?
sweden/russia?
life nowadays is like wtf.
everyone seemed to be having attitude problems.
& pissed off at the slightest thing.
must be lack of sleep or lost in eurocup.
BLEAH!
lets be realistic and turn our time to what matters more.
definitely not them because we're never on their priority.
cheer up & don't think too much, everyone.
things will turn out fine, one day.
& i wanna eat KFC for dinner tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
i bet no one's coming out.
Labels: soccer
( 5:15 PM )
♥ Tuesday, June 17, 2008♥
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argh! plans for tonight cancelled! how very disappointing, for me?
another boring night!
oh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
))))))))))))):
i think i'm losing control over myself.
i just pray i won't have split personality,
or turn crazy someday.
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life
( 8:57 PM )
♥ Monday, June 16, 2008♥
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okayyyy.i'm FINALLY back to update my dead blog.
since thursday, have been working at suntec until yesterday,
i survived with 4-5 hours of sleep since thursday...
i feel like an old hag now. 0.0
summary: life revolves around soccer & work.
sch? no time for that. :x
okay. after next week, it'll be my study week, so i'll go school everyday.
I'll try, (:
fell asleep during lesson today,
super boring. its been so long since i fell asleep in sch! (since secondary life) =/
lets talk about work, colleagues were a buch of fun guys.
all 3of them are so different.
they looked soo young but they're older than us by 1year old.
&&& they got bike!
hahaha.
nice time working with them. (:
but i hate the bitch that's supposed to supervise us.
keep showing ppl her ass crack. SI BEH DISGUSTING!
hahhaha. & i think she's such a sadistic bitch.
& we wasted a bomb on cab! we're almost late on everyday, except the last day?
had late dinner with sok at plaza last night.
i'm thoroughly sick of chicken! the food they provided was inedible de lor. ):
last night,
isappointing things happened.
i don't know if you all were just simply insensitive or what.
but whatever, you all are such a disappointment.
sigh.
okay, no time to say anything else, i've to complete my 2 assignments.
&&& I NEED MICROSOFT WORD SOFTWARE!!!!!!
can some kind soul lend me? ((:
i wonder how i am gg to complete my assignment with Wordpad. ):
saw this while waiting for cab. i'm gg up there with my bf. (:
slackers. (: (real slacker is val, she's sitting down & took this photo)
first day of work. ((:
( 2:52 PM )
♥ Wednesday, June 11, 2008♥
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negative feelings.
i think things have changed so much since jiawen went in.
i wish, i could wake up and then time turns back to the past.
maybe half a year ago? then at least i'll be happier, knowing nothing.
then i don't know what to do for my assignment.
got no printer.
i thought i finished my assignment but i haven't. ))):
and i'm so worried for school but can't seem to do anything.
then i wish mrt wouldn't be so packed.
wish i have another way to get to school.
i'm feeling stressed up now.
i need something to distract me for a moment. ):
enough of my complaints.
met up with girls ard evening. linny came to meet us too.
had dinner. and slacked ard, again.
oh man, if jiawen was there, bet we would have a lil bit more laughter.
played pool with linny & sok.
then when girls get bored & have nothing to do, we start looking at other handsome guys.
ha.
i'm feeling moody for no apparent reason.
or is there a reason?
whatever, i hope we'll get to work this weekend.
definitely 1 of a distraction for me then.
Lastly,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY GOH!
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I toss and turn in bed, can't get you out of my head
Even though you're so far away
I need you here with me
Oh boy, why can't you see, that I can't live without your love
When I close my eyes, I think of you
Well, I wish I had you here with me but there's nothing I can do
Counting every day that goes by, and the tears that I cry
You don't wanna love me no more
Wish that you could hold me tonight, I'm hurting inside
Cause you don't wanna love me, love me no more
I tried to call your phone but you ain't been at home,
I need to find out where you are
So I can make you see, that you belong with me
For me there is no other love
All I know is that I can't live without you,
but I wanna know what made you feel this way
I'll be right here for you, and everything that you do
But how can I get close to you, when you don't feel the way I do.
remember i used to love listening to this song when i was in sec2/3.
its no longer like the past, i can't look at you straight in the eye anymore.
no longer have an excuse to be around your side.
no longer have an excuse to get close to you.
i don't know why things would turn out this way when i thought of the past.
but i really do miss you badly.
i'm alrdy trying to be strong, trying nt to cling onto you.
i wish i could put down this r/s just like how you did.
you seemed to do so without thinking.
you made me feel that everything you said in the past were just lies.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( 12:08 AM )
♥ Monday, June 9, 2008♥
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BOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!back home not long ago.
& i'm feeling super stressed now.
i got a 1000 word essay to write.
& i don't know what's it about.
so much for nt attending lessons & nt paying attention in class. :x
didn't know it was supposed to be due on wednesday.... ):
& i still need to find a kind soul to print my assignment for me. (:
amazingly, i stayed back for the whole of Basic Economics lesson today.
gastrics again. ):
then met up with princess, jiqing & audrey for mahjong session.
a slow mahjong session again. =/
LOL.
then jogging session with the girls cancelled, due to troublesome val & her cramps.
hahaha.
met up at plaza for dinner.
that's all.
i'm saving my brain juices for the 1000 word essay.
bye, darlings. (:
我看不开, 也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待, 一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我那一瞬间, 我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落, 我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中
爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过幸福过, 怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱, 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我 (我就是要等你回来)
寂寞喧哗我不害怕, 因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大, 会容得下我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺我已忘了, 那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候, 我最唯一最美的梦
如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回
你就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
( 11:49 PM )
♥ Sunday, June 8, 2008♥
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i'm now feeling giddy & feel like vomitting.same goes to sok.
after-effects? (i mean of eating satay. dun think otherwise).
& i wanna bet on soccer tonight but i don't know how to analyse it.
dumbo.
i seriously dread sch. ):
my attendance for last week sucks.
not to mention not in the mood for school.
i bet next week also.
appetite for these few days ain't good.
i hope i'll lose a few kilos.
i'm gg jogging with my girls tmr. (:
i miss chia jiawen.
if he's here, we won't be that bored.
hahahah.
i think, by july, i'll reach my ideal weight!
hope so!
anyway, i wanna go somewhere beyond hg and definitely nt my sch.
so i'll get a chance to wear my dress.
i didn't get to wear it on the day i wanted, the last time.
anybody wanna go on a date with me?
we can go for movies, then dinner.
then maybe to the hotel! yeah. i'm crapping.
hahahahha.
i'm not suffering from mental disorder, so don't worry abt me, people.
i'm off to watch my dramas!
( 11:55 PM )
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lack of sleep. ):
i'm feeling sleepy but i wanna watch dramas instead.
lol.
friday afternn, the girls came over to my hse for mahjong.
went out at night again, home ard 4plus.
fell asleep at 5plus & woke up at 10 on saturday morning. :/
till now, i'm still sleeping on the mattress on the floor instead of my high bed.
cos sher & they all didn't help me to put the mattress back onto the bed.
hahahha.
then slacked at home & all.
meet up with girls at mall.
then to plaza.
went off to ave8 awhile & came back.
nowhere to go, & went home.
boreedddddd.
argh! fcukers! BOO!
just trying to be an idiot here. (:
i've disappointed many of you.
i'm sorry.
but i still know wad i'm doing.
( 2:37 AM )
♥ Thursday, June 5, 2008♥
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i hate cramps.
i hate cramps.
i hate cramps.
cramps are killing me! ):
medication don't seemed to help.
today, scary day.
was at jw's hse. & his MP came knocking on the door,
trying to come into his hse,
in the end, he went out of the hse to surrender.
i'm alrdy missing his craps & nonsense.
don't worry, sok!
i hate cramps.
i hate cramps.
cramps are killing me! ):
medication don't seemed to help.
today, scary day.
was at jw's hse. & his MP came knocking on the door,
trying to come into his hse,
in the end, he went out of the hse to surrender.
i'm alrdy missing his craps & nonsense.
don't worry, sok!
1month will pass quickly.
you've got us to accompany you.
stayed over at his hse to chat with his parents.
& his dad treated us to kfc.
then drove us to lu's hse as sher & val are having tuition with rongrong.
hahs.
will probably be spending the whole day+night and maybe till saturday with my girls.
hope they hold onto the words they said!
its gonna be a new & fun night tmr.
i'm gonna forget everything for a night, forget my responsibilities & forget who i am.
no more taiwan trip, like you've told me you'd bring me there since it's my wish.
& i'll no longer be the first one to sit on your bike.
don't worry, i'm alrdy letting go, rather than clinging on.
maybe it's just the memories & words you've told me that i can't forget.
maybe it's just regrets, i've still got so many things i wanna do with you.
i miss your hugs. i miss those sweet msgs you sent me months ago.
'iloveyou'. i realize this is the first time & last time i'm saying this.
okay, this is enough. i don't wanna cry to sleep tonight. ):
i know you won't care abt anything.
sweet talks wouldn't be called sweet talks if they couldn't fool girls.
( 10:29 PM )
♥ Wednesday, June 4, 2008♥
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everything is gone.no, i'm not okay.
in the past, i could confide in you no matter what happens.
but not this time.
gdbye. =,(
In the years to come, will you think about these moments that we shared?
In the years to come, are you gonna think it over?
And how we lived each day with no regrets.
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to,
the road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say,
I'll miss your love in every way
In a year from now, maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now, maybe we'll see each other,
standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars,
if only i could stop the world, i'd make this last
i only have myself to blame for falling into this.
i wished i didn't have to fall into this & get hurt so much.
all these stuffs had to keep happening to my life.
i wish i didn't trust this in the first place.
i should have learned, from my previous encounters.
i didn't want to let go, you left me with no choice.
i kept asking myself what the problem was,
and i thought this could be solved if i gave in.
nothing helps & nothing could make you stay.
& i still miss you lots. ):
Labels: goodbye.
( 10:30 PM )
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fell asleep just now,but woke up again.hope i can sleep soon after eating the flu tablet.
sch tmr, gdnight.
i'm wondering if it's right to do this.
hope i didn't make the wrong decision in holding you back.
you don't seemed to care anymore.
or was it just my own thinking?
or am i just consoling myself?
or am i just consoling myself?
unknowingly, i seemed to fall deeper into this pit.
it seemed more difficult to let go than the past.
i still have a bad feeling abt this. ):
Labels: moody
( 1:11 AM )
♥ Monday, June 2, 2008♥
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today was a terribly horrible day.pissed, irritated?
okay. maybe exaggerating,
guys are such insensitive creatures.
blah!
they won't tell us what's on their minds.
why must they be so 大男人主意?
we're nt trying to be KPO.
only wanna be concerned.
but they totally shut it out to us.
maybe it's useless to tell us,
but can't we know & help think of ideas?
booooooooooooooo.
))):
i'm digressing from my topic.
but it's been so long since i've gone somewhere far to walk walk. (besides school hor)
i'm gonna be hougang potato soon!
( 11:58 PM )
♥ Sunday, June 1, 2008♥
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after so many days, i'm finally back.have been busy shuttling btw sengkang & hougang since thursday for funeral.
everything was so unexpected.
sigh.
stayed over for the last 2nights. and today's the last day.
went home at 12plus this afternn.
bathed & fell asleep immediately.
just woke up at 8plus.
luckily there's no sch tmr.
nth much.
shall blog anoher time.
& please click on the nuffnang ad on your left!
( 9:08 PM )
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